So here’s the long version of my story:

I used to be so powerful and confident and that’s honestly how I met my amazing husband. Over the years and through losing a parent, I struggled A LOT with my mental health and have since let my light dim. My husband always builds me up and we genuinely argue(not in a combative way) about how he doesn’t understand how I don’t see how beautiful and amazing I am and how I hold myself back from my own potential. (Also please note all of these feelings are a me thing and have nothing to do with him). Over the past couple months, I have FINALLY gotten out of my own way and gotten my badass confidence back. It’s been so freeing and has allowed me to see how much I allowed my stupid brain to hold me back.

Within this, I have also come to the realization that yes, my infatuation with some women is just admiring their beauty or just their power, but I have also accepted that some of those feelings are actually crushes. I am in a biawakening stage and would just love to find someone to chat with that has been through this or just a friend or gal pal/pen pal idk haha that I can openly talk to about this and know there’s no judgement and I can even get educated guidance from.

Sorry this is long winded and maybe a long shot, but just wanted to see if anyone would be interested. Lol