Something I’ve noticed while matching and meeting women to date is that I’m a lot more self conscious with women than men? I am on the curvier side but I do think I carry it well. I’m hygienic. I dress nice. And in my day to day life I carry a lot of confidence. My boyfriend is a sexy, strong, power lifter and he worships me. (Open relationship) I feel sexy towards men. I know the male gaze appreciates me. With women I get so shy, and self conscious. I start feeling too fat or too this or that. I get nervous about the thought of getting naked in front of her. What if she doesn’t think I’m sexy? Blah blah blah. My brain plays all these tricks on me. I would love some advice on moving past this.

It’s so funny because I’m not judgmental of women myself. I do have a type that gets to me more but I find all women beautiful and sexy and amazing. Idk why I convince myself that they won’t feel the same about me.