Hello all. I am turning 40 years old this year, married and am struggling with trying to figure myself out. Being with my husband and him helping me break out of my shell and exploring my sexuality has opened me up to realizing I am Bi. Due to my conservative family growing up, admitting this to myself still embarrasses me. It would definitely not be something I would tell my family about. My husband has also made me realize I put a lot of shame on myself when it comes to sex. This has been a thing I have been working on for quite a few years now. It's hard to shake.

I am just looking for other ladies who have felt/feel this way and if they have any tips or suggestions on how to break out of it. I don't have anyone irl to talk to about these kind of things (except my therapist) so if you are up to chatting, hit me up. TIA