I like writing filthy dirty stories and I write tons. I've been trying to suck a cock and write about it. I put out feelers on various sites. I get tons of people that never want to meet and only see my cock. Talk dirty and jerk off. This is all good but right this minute I want to suck a cock and write a story from experience. I swore I wouldn't write anymore stories till I sucked a cock. Seems like an easy thing to accomplish. Think about it. Straight guys standing in line a MacDonalds if you ask them if you could suck their cock you'd be in the bathroom in minutes.

I realize I'm looking for a type. A fem guy. Younger or older but fem for sure. Tits, no tits. I don't care. I don't want to get fucked but I will top for someone just so I can write about it.

I was talking to this one guy. He seemed serious. We exchanged almost 10 messages and lots of photos. I was sure this guys cock was going to end up in my mouth. I would have put money on it. All of a sudden he bails. Fuck him. He was a bit of a prissy guy, I liked that. He was fem and was shaved totally. No tits or anything. I'd like a trans girl with little natural tits. Not a huge cock. I don't need a huge cock. I'd like a huge load of cum to try and swallow. I'd love to swallow a guy or t-girls cum.

Once I suck a cock my brain will reset and I'll be able to write some more dirty stories. Maybe the real stories of me getting nailed. I guess I could see taking it up the ass from a chick with a dick? I had a really cute trans girl contact me. They were a super outcast in a small town near where I live. I told her I'd come visit. I'd make the drive. She was freaked out about it and either wasn't real or just plain backed out.

One woman who lives close to me recognized something in a photo. She was a friend of my moms and figured out it was me writing and I was looking for a man. She not a man but she's a 72 year old woman in really good shape. I ended up going to her place and we laid out some ground rules for if we fuck. We did a strip and check each other out like we were buying a steak. Kinda horny, really. Naked she just had wrinkles and her boobs and ass sagged, Not offensive at all. She said she was into it when the sucking a cock falls flat.

I posted about 10 ads in the last few days. I got lots of replies. Endless bullshit going back and forth with a couple people. I really was wearing me down. The other night a girl got ahold of me. She modelled her dress and spun around like she was in a ballet or something. She was serious about meeting. She was a young ballerina of sorts. She was a t-girl that was a pretty boy and looked gay as hell but was straight but a t-girl. It's getting hard to follow some of this for a guy like me. Regardless she was sincere enough to Zoom meeting with me and dance and strip. I was super shy and she was younger and I was way older. Totally naked with a decent 5" cock and little nubs. She was fairly blunt about what she needed. She wanted her cock sucked and suck my cock for now. One demand was different but I agreed to it. Read on.

I got to her place. She opened the door and handed me a huge glass of wine and giggled. "I'm scared shitless." I went in and she was wearing tights and what looked like some kind of practice ballet slippers? The body suit showed off her nubs and I could tell she was quite proud of her budding breasts. He cock made a nice soft outline in her bodysuit and the wide neckline showed her new cleavage. She must have planned on changing and I got here early. She undressed in front of me pulling her body suit down. She talked telling me she was practicing and I was a few minutes early. She had a little thong holding her boy clit in place. She wasn't shy at all and stood naked drinking her wine. She asked me. "So? How do you like me so far?" I got close enough to suck on her nubs. She moaned. Holy fuck. I've been waiting forever for that. I dropped to my knees and sucked her cock furiously and spun her around and licked her damp ass. It was wet with sweat from her workout. It was her request she'd made the other day. She was totally smooth and her ass even sweaty was great. I pushed my nose in her asshole. She loved that. I spun her back around and finished her blowjob. Her little balls pounded and she came. Her cock likely needed viagra to put harden it up a bit. She came very strongly and my mouth was full. I showed it to her. She was panting and shook her head. "Well. It was better than anything I could have hoped for."

She told me she wasn't planning on this but, if I wanted, I could fuck her ass. Then she said, actually please please please fuck me. I wanna do it all. She undressed me totally, rolled a condom on and handed me some jerk off lube. I leaned her over her kitchen table and fucked her. I held her hips then her little boobs as I came. When I was done we drank the rest of the wine and I left.

We ended up dating kind but did it discreetly. At some point I may or may not have to come out but for now we're just having fun and this might be just recreational fucking for both of us.