You hear people meet women at grocery stores. It was a big thing years ago. Well, some smaller specialty stores and bakery's have a few guys looking too. I realized that months ago.

I go through the phases of wanting a man. A few weeks back I was in the phase of masturbating and watching a really good looking guy suck off a really good looking guy with his jockstrap pulled down just enough to get his cock out. I was so turned on I bought a jockstrap and I pull it down and masturbate. As soon as I come I no longer want to suck a cock and feel moderately shamed.

I went to that local bakery I was speaking of. I see this guy I'm sure is a good looking professional gay type of guy. I'm sure he is as his voice is soft when he orders. He's kind of metrosexual dressed and he smiles just a little too much.

I got home that day, a couple days ago and put one of my new jockstraps on. I got comfortable and fantasized about us together. I got hard fast and the more I undressed him in my mind, the harder I got and I got a lovey vibe. I wanted to be with him. It was like a crush, maybe it was a crush. I had one of the best orgasms in a long time. I felt no shame and wanted him.

I went to the bakery on the usual day and he ordered and he smiled at me. The girl behind the front counter winked at me as he was walking away. She handed me a bag with a bun in it for show. I ran out the door and walked up behind him. Hi. I see you in there all the time. He told me he see's me too so we must live in the area. I grinned um, not really. I come to see you. He did a big exhale. He said, "Me too! I come hoping to see you," I asked him if he was gay. Nope, not yet. Still trying. My wife has no idea but I have an idea for the men. I don't really get super horny for my wife anymore. I'm curious. It may disappear when I finally have a man. I just want oral pleasures, not anal. I nodded. He confirmed. So, this is something you want? I leaned quickly into him and gave him a quick kiss on the lips. That answer your question?

He smiled. Wow. Talk about instant hard on. He told me he was just parked a block away but a car date was kinda tacky considering it was a first time and a little more sexy then other encounters might be. He got on the phone and got us an Air BnB for the next day. Tomorrow about the same time okay? Yup. He sent me the link to the place.

Well, I got home and panic set in. What do I do if I don't perform. I ran out and I got some viagra from the pharmacist. He was a buddy and he gave me a sample pack and said, "Insurance for a big date?" Yup, something like that.

I pulled up to the BnB and took the viagra and went in. I knocked and he answered in a robe, handed me one and pointed to a place to change. I really didn't need the viagra, I don't think. I was sufficiently turned on and a hard on was going to be easy anyhow.

I came out with the robe on. He handed me a martini. I laughed. I never drink these. There was a hot tub on the deck and we went and got in. Of course we eyeballed each other top to bottom. I loved his cock. Perfect shape and size. He was shaved or waxed and so was I. We got into the tub and it was like a date with my ex. We drank and then he slid over. He kissed me and we fondled each other under the water. We got out and showered the chlorine off and climbed into bed. I was rock hard. He didn't need to know I had some help. When I went to suck him he shifted around so we could suck each other at the same time. I came first. My cock was so hard and sensitive. When he came in my mouth I could barely keep it in, I was smiling so much. The warm goo was spectacular. We both swallowed our first loads of cum, well, first of many that day!! I swallowed enough to give myself an upset stomach,

We had quite a bit of oral sex that day and although I didn't want anal, when John saw me in my pink jockstrap I let him take me. I felt like a bottom and when he stuck it in it was official. Good lord it felt good.

We meet every Wednesday and our female relationships are better for it. Life is good.