No shortage of surprise happy ending massage stories. This has no surprise element to it. I go to a place that's specialty is providing men to pleasure men. Pleasure is whatever you want. Massage to sex. I can honestly say it's not like some gay brothel. It's like a hedonistic release, garden of delight. I go to a place called Nerve Beginnings. They take me when I walk in, as you walk the doors to other clients may or may not be closed. It's part of the exhibitionist and tantilizing nature of the place. Men being sucked, gently flogged, two men keeping themselves hard as they fuck a guy. Usually I stand as they strip me and stand me on a shower pedastal then sponge me all over. Lots and lots of ball sponging and up the crack of my ass. Huge round sponges.

This may be called a massage but it's far from a massage. They essentially do me. Occassionally they bend me over and fuck me quickly if I checked that off on the services menu. It's all laid out. And you can write down exactly what you want. It's really a great adventure. You tailor your visit. It can get expensive quickly. I go up to the front desk and I check things on the menu. If you've done online a guy comes and gets me and takes me to the back and they work on me.

They aren't a real bondage place but they have suspended me with a gag. They lasso'd my balls and hung minimal weights on. As the weights were hanging the sucked and jerked me. Sometimes I want sex. Sometimes I like to be slapped around and one holds me and the other one fucks me. It's great due to the menu aspect. Plus you can pick your guys. I usually hire a big blonde Swede ripped with muscles like Thor and I requested a Femboy too. The Swede dominated me and I ordered the Femboy to lick my nuts while my blonde stud fucked my gay fucking ass. They have women too. They can join if you want or sit and watch. Some act like your mother is watching her gay naughty boy getting fucked. That sort of fantasy. I have yet to run out of things to try. I have run out of money. I maxxed out one credit card when the blonde Thor Swede guy got hired.

The first time I requested the most gay guy on staff. The slightest most boyish perhaps on his way to trans or simply taking hormones to get tits.

There's something I really dig about a ladyboy type. This kid was from a small town in Texas. Came to the big city, found a sympathetic doctor and grew little nub tits. I kinda like it. He white as a ghost with dark hair. Looks like a handsome boy with a 5 or 6" cock. He was how I dipped my toe in the water. I requested he talk in his best female voice and wear a little skirt with his cock taped till I was ready. He massaged me. I moved his hand to my ass and had him finger me. When I was good and horny I had him come around the side of the massage table and drop his skirt and untape his cock. He knew I was going to suck him and his cock almost poked my eye out. lol I had a list for his dialogue. He talked to me like a mother comforting her son as her went gay before her eyes. I think my kink turned him on too as his milky, sticky seed spilled into my mouth. He then dirty talked me just like I like. I swallowed my first load of cum. I hear people don't like it. I loved it.

We were done for the this visit. I said thanks and hope to see him again. He smiled. I'm not dating anyone, meaning he was open to seeing me on the outside. I told him no for now as it would wreck the fantasy. He said. "Your call. Snooze ya lose." He was right. By the time I hit him up he was dating. C'est la vie.

I still get him but he costs me. With tip he's not cheap. However he spends more time with me.