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It's been a month since that night with Josh, and not much was really effected by it surprisingly. I still see him and Tessa regularly. We hang out all the time, hell she still gives us blowjobs together. It seems like absolutely nothing has changed amongst our friendship.

Well, it would seem that way, but Josh and I, well things have changed. There have been nights where we meet up at the bar, hang out, and then go into one of our cars, and feverishly make out with one another.

One night I invited him back to my place. Things started out as they always do, we'd make out, grab each other's cocks, and jerk each other off. But this night, Josh wanted to take things further.

Josh gets on knees, both naked and raging hard ons. Josh takes my cock into his mouth. I couldn't belive it, he was just as good as Tessa, I drop down and take a seat on my bed. He's bobbing up and down on my cock, I'm getting so damn close. Then he stops, "if you finish me Jeremy, then I'll finish you". I... I was stunned, the most we've done is hand stuff.

Josh joins me on the bed, "trust me baby, you will love it". First, baby, he's calling me baby now, and why don't I hate it..., second, it fucking worked.

I got on my knees, sheepishly moved my head near his cock, and gave his tip a little kiss. My heart is pounding, I lick my lips, and start taking him into my mouth. I start slow, wrapping my lips around his cock, moving it in an out of my mouth. It felt so weird, like having a weird shaped hotdog in my mouth. But Josh was loving it, he started moaning, and it's like as he moaned, the more I wanted to do it to him.

I started sucking him hungrily, "Fuck I'm so close" Josh moaned. But I went a lil to far, his cock hit the back of my throat, and I started coughing a bit. I was mortified, I looked up at him, "I'm so sorry". "No it's perfect", he replied, "now we can finish together". He told me to get up, and lay on the bed, Josh crawled ontop of me, his cock waving over my head.

He starts sucking me off, stops, and then tells me to suck him too. We start sucking each other, his moans are muffled by my cock in his throat, and mine by his. At this point, nothing mattered to me, the world was gone and it was just me... and Josh. All I wanted was for him to cum... that was all I needed.

He starts struggling to keep me in his mouth, and then all I hear is a whimpering "fuck"... and he cums in my mouth. Now at this point I've tasted my cum, and his cum, but there's something about it this time, it was warmer... it was sweeter. I drank every drop of it down. I even started licking his cock for spillage, and leftovers. It was delicious this time, and I needed every drop of it.

Not long after that I came in his mouth too. He acted just like me, slurping it all up, swallowing every drop.

He gets off of me, and gives me a kiss, long and soft. He tasted so sweet, or maybe that was my cum, I'm not sure.

After that night, him and Tessa both had a trip to see a friend out of state. It wasn't long, it was only for a week. But what a long week it was. Tessa sent me photos of their trip, and of their meals and hotel. But Josh and I barely spoke, and if we did it was all thru Tessa.

Don't get me wrong, I loved my friendship with Tessa, and still wanted to fuck her if we are being honest. But Josh... I missed him, I missed my friend... I missed my...

That week I spent a lot of time on the hub. I'd find videos of women squirting, milfs and young girls, women who looked as good as Tessa getting gangbanged. But what got me, every single night, was my thoughts of Josh. I thought shit, am I gay, is that why my marriage failed? Have I always been? Did he turn me gay? But why do I still wanna fuck Tessa, cause surprisingly at this point all I've had of her is her mouth. Haven't even seen her topless. But what am I? That's the question that kept rearing it's head.

The week finally passes and they return. Tessa sent me a cute, "guess whose back" text. I call her up and tell her I'm happy they are home and ask if they wanna get together and discuss their trip. She tells me I can come over and hang with Josh but she's not sure she will be home at all tonight, depends on how much work she has to catch up on.

Josh texts, "we can hang if you'd like tonight". Part of me wanted to refuse because of how he ignored me all week. But... I couldn't and accepted his invitation.

No bar tonight, just straight to their cabin. I arrive and it's like nothing happened, we talk about the trip, and have some drinks.

About an hour into drinking and hanging, Josh puts his drink down. "Hey... I'm sorry", he says to me. "I know I was distant while we were away, but its... well it's cause..." he takes a sip from his glass, "I missed you". My heart sank down, "I missed you too", I replied, but you could have said something to me".

Josh stands up, and takes off his shirt. He looks down on me sitting on the couch where it all started. "I didn't message you because... well if I messaged you... I wouldn't have stopped". I take off my shirt, and stand up and face him. "Why" is all I can say. "Jeremy, I think I may be starting to have feelings for you". "What..." was all I could muster up to say. We stood there for a solid minute looking each other in the eye. He meant it, and I, well all I could do... was kiss him.

I wrapped my arms around him, and pulled myself down so I could sit on the couch. We both strip naked, and start having another one of our sessions. We are kissing each other's necks, I started sucking on his nipples.

He gets onto the floor and starts sucking my cock. I tell him I wanna sixty nine again, but he tells me no. He sucks my cock feverishly, I can't stop moaning from the pleasure. He stops. Gets up ,"one second baby" comes back with a small bottle. He sits back down, and pours a liquid from the bottle on his index finger.

He starts blowing me again, but this time he lifts my leg up, and inserts his finger into my asshole.

"Shit... that hurts" I said to him. "Trust me" is all he said. He kept sucking me and fingering me, but the sucking soothed the pain. Eventually tho... it wasn't pain, it felt... good.

He sucks me, fingers me and at this point I'm in heaven, I'm getting close. "WHAT THE FUCK!!"
I look over, the front door is open, and Tessa is standing there in disbelief.