I got picked up in a bar of all things. The man I met was Rex. He was just making small talk sitting at the bar and we discovered we both were staying tonight in the hotel. I was done drinking but he ordered another round. I told him thanks but I'd had enough. He nodded and said. "I need a little extra courage to invite you to my room" I reached for the drink and took a big swig. I looked at him and said “ yup, I need it too, so I have the courage to say yes”. I smiled. We didn't finish the drinks. ;) He was totally handsome, his cologne was great, well-groomed and dressed like a model. 

He suggested we go to his room, I was very into it. In the elevator he put his hand down the front of my pants and held my cock, then quickly kissed me. I let him. It was the first time I was kissed by a man and judging by my cock swelling, I liked it, a lot. I was crushing on him. I felt really swept off my feet, I was felt up, a little slutty, prissy, pretty, gay as hell too!! He stopped the elevator and dropped to his knees, when he opened the zipper my cock flopped out and he put it in his mouth and gave it a big wet slurp. He looked up. There's more waiting in the room.

He pushed the door open to his room and held my hand and kept kissing me. Serious kissing. Our tongues swirling around chasing each others. My cock was incredibly hard and he turned me on. We were going at it like kids. We're both in our early to mid-thirties. Rex was very masculine and had a strong presence to him. He was in control and I fell into his spell. We fell on the bed with our clothes on still kissing. I was moaning. I told him this is pretty new for me. I'd never kissed a man but I sat in a car with a man, another stranger actually. He kissed my neck, masturbated me then sucked my cock and I finished in his mouth. He got out of my car and left. Rex’s history was similar but he had kissed a man before. Rex and his boss had a masturbation relationship. They kissed and jerked each other off to release their gay lust to make their home lives easier. 

He was unbuttoning my pants and pulling them down along with my underwear. I asked him "Are you going to have your way with me?" I was the politest way I could ask if he was going to fuck me. He nodded. I was trying to make decisions on the fly. I gave him the go ahead and blew him a very gay kiss of approval. I sat on the edge of the bed and shyly removed all my clothes and slipped between the sheets. He turned the lights down. 

He stripped in front of me. I was so horny for him already and seeing his strong build naked knowing he was going to make love to me had my mind spinning. I really wanted him in my ass. Oh lord!!! What a gorgeous man and great looking cock. He reached into his overnight bag. He had lube. Said he'd been carrying it around for years hoping for this day. I lifted the covers rolling half onto my tummy displaying my best asset, my boyish, tight, muscular ass. (I had been an athlete in my day) I pulled my cheeks wide showing him the virgin hole waiting for its first cock. My virgin ass was his for the taking. The desire for gay sex was off the charts. All my life I was with women. He held my leg up as he lubed me. I was suddenly a bit self conscious and shy. I was vulnerable yet I reached around and held his cock and steered it in my hole, I heard pushing out helped. We both groaned. As he fucked me he stroked my cock. My voice changed. He leaned over and called me beautiful and I said "my god. You're so handsome". I knew that voice had been hiding in me. The more he fucked me the more comfortable and female sounding I got. I liked it. Good lord, I really was quite a femme bitch. My natural feminine voice had been waiting for so long to come out. I realized a man fucking me is where my head was at, and a cock in my ass felt natural to me. I was a feminine bottom. I had a nice tight muscular ass for Rex to fuck. His cock and my hole were a nice fit. He came so hard he was almost in tears his climax took his breath away momentarily. When he caught his breath he sucked my cock till I exploded in his mouth. He made a show of swishing my now girlie sticky seed in his mouth before he gulped it down. I'm Vic by the way and straight all my life till now. However in my late 20's I became aware I was glancing at men, admiring things of a sexual nature. 

Turns out Rex lives in a suburb near where I live, about 30 minutes away. This could work out great,  if he likes me! He was spooning behind me and was rock hard already asking if I was okay for round two. Absolutely!!! My ass was far from done. My body orgasms were blowing my mind. My full sexy female fuck me voice was out. "Oh baby. Yes. Fuck my gay ass. I want to feel your strong body fuck my ass." My sexy female voice took Rex to a new level of turned on. To be honest, it turned me on too. I really was a sexy bitch for him. I pushed my ass out and hugged a pillow so he could fuck me deep. It felt better. Each time he fucked me he got deeper. The deeper the better. When he fucked me on my back I ran my fingers through his hair and made love to him like a woman. I had my legs wrapped around him and my balls took a real pounding. I kissed his ears and exhaled hot breath and talked so dirty. "Fuck my slutty bitch ass. Give it to me" as he was about to cum he pulled out and gave me a thick facial. He came huge and my face was coated. I loved it. I scooped my seed off my stomach and mixed it in as well. Such a slut! I opened my mouth and he pushed as much as he could into my mouth and we cum kissed. Now when I went to wash my face I did the famous bottom wobble I later read about. I couldn't walk straight after being fucked 3 times in a row. 

I still couldn't walk straight on the way back, or the day after for that matter. He offered his ass to me. I told him I talk and feel like a bottom, you know Rex? I'm your female partner or dynamic, or whatever you call it. Hey. I'm new but. I'll fuck you for fun but I think we've got this figured out already! Lol I  even walked like a sexy bitch all of a sudden. Rex laughed, "you changed in a hurry" I told him it was always there, like a genie in the bottle. He rubbed it and it came out. Lol I sure was sounding female although out of bed it went back down in pitch, a bit. My hands were a little too demonstrative for my liking. I dialled that back a notch. That was really new. It was like I was talking gay Italian!! lol 

We had a shower and went for a late night snack. In the restaurant I spoke to the waiter straight and fem to Rex. So odd. I have a lot to sort out. Like, as I Rex talked I got hard. It was all I could do to not grab him and drag him upstairs. He also was dealing with new emotions, flirting with a man who he'd just been intimate with. Kissy face stuff guys and girls do in their youth. He was embracing this side of himself. He still held back as it was public. The wait almost caused me to ejaculated fully in my pants. His foot got me dripping pre seed. 

When we got back to the room I dropped to my knees and sucked his cock. It was one thing I hadn't yet done. His warm goo was spurting into my mouth and I had my pants down jerking myself. The maid opened the door to turn the bed down and got quite the eye full. She apologized and backed out, not super fast though as she was etching this in her mind for later. I stood up and we cum kissed again. Sharing a mans seed early in your relationship is a bonding thing. It says you're into each other. I left a load of my juice on the carpet that I cleaned up right after the kiss. 

I was gay. No doubt. Well, bisexual or whatever. I'm not sure where my wife or his wife fit in. We laid in bed playing with each other kissing, cuddling. I spooned behind Rex and dry humped his ass shooting a load on his balls. He laughed. "Fuck. I just showered." I smiled "sorry." I spread his legs and ate my cum off his balls then licked his asshole and rest of his crack. I looked at him. "Is that better" 

We both called the next morning and rebooked our flights by 2 days, and got rid of one hotel room for a couple nights. When you have a first time you don't want to rush it. Plus we wanted to see how we liked each other in other ways. I awoke to Rex sucking my cock and telling me how much he loved being with me and how right it felt. It turned out we truly did like each other. It was a strange town. We walked down the street and lovers public displays of affection came out. I guess my whole gay side was out. I held his arm like my wife did mine. I nuzzled his neck and he kissed my forehead. By the time we got back to the hotel his balls needed a release. I spread my legs and he fucked me. Over and over. Lucky for me my bum was a real trooper. It never got sore. Good lube, nice fit. 

After those 3 days together we went home, when we landed we had to suck each other one last time in my car. It was a great way to finish a fabulous 3 days. A mouthful of cum, swapping it back and forth and swirling it with our tongues. We got home and we each told our wives that we each had a boyfriend, but if they could accept it there was no need to ditch the marriage. His wife left him. My wife was okay with it. I think she was seeing the lady she golfs with. I was right. I came home and they were in bed she was eating my wife. Good for her. All good by me. 

Life is odd but good. I'm quite masculine outwardly and no one suspects anything, not that I really care. As soon as I walk through his doorway a switch flips and I become a fem man. I'm totally waxed all over. I pierced my nipples. My eyebrows are trimmed and I put on a tiny bit of men's eyeliner. Occasionally I get an urge to wear tear off pants and meet him in the park. Have Rex would push me to my hands and knees behind some bushes, perhaps someone can get a glimpse from the right angle as he fucks my gay ass. Then I stand as he sucks me off. Passers by could perhaps watch me unload in his mouth. Fun fantasy. I feel like a woman with him. That's awesome. I'd say I'm his gay toy. I still see a hot looking waitress and want to fuck her. It's okay to like everything, all at once. ;) it's a movie.