I was trying not to panic but I was definitely concerned. First nice day of the year I went to one of our public swimming pools. The temperature was hitting an all time high today.

I hopped in the pool and just floated around. At least it was cooler than the air temp. I saw a young man about to get in, my eyes were drawn to his bulge in his swim trunks. They were wet and clung to his private parts. I could see a perfect visual of his cock, if I wanted to. I never looked at that area of a man usually. I think maybe I marvelled at the size of some porn stars cocks kind of thing but never looked with interest at a man. I guess that day things changed. As I looked I felt my cock tingle and a little shiver. The type of thing that signals your brain has a dirty thought. He caught me glancing a little too long. And turned the other way and walked further down the edge of the pool. I was now uncomfortably hard in my swimsuit. Like a type of groaning hard. Usually when I get like this I jerk off or get my girlfriend into the bedroom quick.

I was just in nipple deep water holding on to the size and he came up beside me. He was standing facing me and started talking. He said, "I couldn't help noticing you were gazing at me, down low." I apologized. He told me no need to apologize and he was flattered. I was relieved, I didn't freak him out. Good thing he can't see how I'm almost busting out of my swimsuit. Oh my, I felt his hand on my crotch. he went right for my cock and squeezed the head. He squeezed the head repeatedly like he was pumping up a tire. Well, he was pumping up something. My cock was painfully hard. He smiled. Umm. I think we might be gay. I wanted to say, "Ya figure?" He gave me a brief rundown on him. He was just in the experimenting phase. He and another guy had done a masturbation thing. First time they sat and masturbated themselves then the last time they masturbated each other. He said that's how far he's gone. I was trying to form words as I was on the verge of cumming in my trunks. He knew that. He kept up the rhythmic squeezing and I came in the pool. He smiled. "There! I bet that feels better." I nodded. He got close. He told me to pull my trunks down and try to shake it out, it would likely float away. It did. He took the liberty of feeling my cock. "Nice!" I pulled my trunks up.

We changed locations in the pool. His name was Jerry. Seemed like a nice guy, good looking, nice body with a great package! He looked to be about 20 and I'm 24 and had a girlfriend. He was single and working as an IT guy but had a couple weeks off. About the same for me. I had a couple weeks off before I started a new project. At this point the conversation was headed toward a location to go. He was clearly curious and despite just having an orgasm, I was interested in playing with him, to put his cock in my mouth, to experience man see shooting in my mouth and feeling sticky juices on my tongue. My cock was soft now so I could get out of the pool at least. He gave me directions to his place. He was living in a townhouse fairly close. He had to wait to get out of the pool as he was hard. I got changed and drove to his place and waited.

I saw him arrive and get out of his car. I jumped out and joined him. When we walked in I could see his job paid well or he came from money. It was the latter. His dad set him up. He had a good job but his dad had kick started him. He cracked a couple beers. He said I hope you like beer, it's all I've got. Yup. Works for me. Anything to settle my nerves. Considering the situation I was getting a little freaked out realizing I was in the middle of what was likely going to be my first gay encounter. Getting jerked off secretly at the pool and rolling around naked with a man are kind of different. We sat on his couch and he made things easy. He made all the first moves. Touching my shoulder. Holding my hand. Leaning over and kissing my cheek. Taking my beer out of my hand as he kissed me deeply for the first time. All the things I never dreamt I'd do with a man. I was gaga over him instantly. I wanted to see him naked now. Right at that point he stood up and took me to his bedroom on the second floor. He sat on the bed and I had my hands around his neck as he undid my pants and pulled them down and I stepped out of them. Then he stood up and we kissed and finished undressing each other. He went and closed the drapes and we climbed between the sheets.

He proceeded to warm me up like foreplay with a woman. That's what it felt like. I let him take the lead on things. He kissed my lips and my nipples as he fondled my cock. He talked to me telling me I was beautiful. I've never been called beautiful. He was seeming quite gay right now. He pushed the covers back and I think he was about to go down on me but I beat him to it. As soon as I saw his cock I wanted it in my mouth. I kissed my way down and tongued his belly button. I got to his cock and kissed the head. I focused on the head giving him pleasure. Playing with his cock seemed quite natural suddenly. A mans cock in my mouth seemed like the right thing. Licking pussies is okay, but a cock in my mouth felt like home. Like a few guys, I'd sampled my own seed. It took many attempts. I tried over and over to do it. As soon as I came the thought of eating it repulsed me. Finally I was able to eat it. No big deal but I didn't feel the need to do it again. But, swallowing someone else's? Yup. I'm down with that!

As I sucked he squirmed and kicked. It was like he couldn't sit still. I reached under and his bum was contracting like a non stop orgasm. No juices cumming out. He was having a dry orgasm right now but that was about to change. He vocalized uh uh uh oh!!!! And he came with hard thrusts. My mouth was filling up to the point my cheeks swelled. Right then I knew I was a gay cocksucker. Swallowing it was totally natural. I tilted my head back and swallowed in one big gulp. So good. And giving him pleasure made me happy. I usually don't care if I get my girlfriend off. I felt genuinely happy I pleasured him. He was running his fingers through my hair. I moved back beside him and he licked a little of his seed off my chin before his kissed me. That made me hard. He saw that and reached into his nightstand and pulled out a condom and some lube. He said, "you can never be too prepared.!" Excellent.

He pushed out his bum towards me, "Please?" "Yes, I'd love to." He laid so I could pull his leg up in a scissor position. I leaned over and kissed his testicles. He shivered. I worked some lube into his hole and put my finger in his ass and felt for his prostate. His groan told me I found it. My fingers were slippery so he ripped the condom wrapper and rolled it on me. I was a hard as I've ever been. I pulled on his cock gently and pushed in at the same time. He moaned and moaned. My cock met resistance then he finally relaxed and screamed a sound of pain and joy as I bottomed out in him. He squealed with joy. His cock stuck out semi erect and I jerked him as I fucked him with his leg up out of the way. I wanted to kiss him but it was awkward. He told me he loved me as I fucked him. I could get used to hearing him say that. I also wish this condom was gone. I hate condoms. They make me last longer so there's that I guess. He groaned non stop for 10 minutes. He was having a body quake orgasm and squirted cum too. Just in time I let go and I climaxed and we fell in a crumpled heap on his bed. When I pulled the condom off it was full and I was still spurting a bit. Wow. That's as good as sex gets for me.

Jerry was experiencing serious afterglow too by the looks of things. We laid there in the air conditioning cuddling. We were having a serious gay moment. My god, the first time with a man is mind blowing. I went to the pool straight and I'm so gay right now. I turned and offer my bum to him and he shook his head. It was like he just had a steak and someone was offering him a bag of chips. He said, he was happy with exactly what we did. Great to hear. As much as I'm curious about getting my ass fucked, it can wait. I do want to try it but fucking Jerry and the way we made love today was just fine by me. Well at least for now.

We were both on holidays. I had nowhere to be and we spent the day together. We went out for supper and we had a nice evening. I spent the night and it was fantastic. We spent a lot of time together. After a few days I tried bottoming. I was okay with it and I get it. It does have a certain feel you can't fully explain it, but it does have a magic. I'm a top though. I feel natural on top. He's a bottom for sure. He for sure isn't a top. He came in two minutes. It's somewhat domination and his willingness to submit to me. I'm sure someone, somewhere studied this but, it is a type of female/male thing. He is feminine around the house. Hard to explain. In public he's different. Not a voice thing. Just some things remind me of my moms ways around the house. Like I said, hard to explain.

We'll have to see where this goes. I'm not ready to come out just yet. Hopefully soon just to take the pressure off.