I always get my massages at a place staffed by females. Mostly because I don't trust myself getting massaged by a man because it might confirm my nagging doubt regarding my sexuality. I'm been looking at a lot of gay porn. It's gotten worse over the past year. So, to avoid something embarrassing like getting hard while a man is massaging me, I just go see female massage therapists. I still get erect but that's okay and the one older lady just rolls her eyes. I got to my appointment and my regular women was busy and they offered me their new guy. I said. "Guy?" She says, "Not everyone prefers a female massaging them, you know? Do you want the appointment or not?" I begrudgingly took it and went in. The usual drill was I shower then get on the table naked with a towel over my bum. God, too much daring stuff for a man that think he's gay,

I had a light sheet over me, he was rubbing through the sheet, no real skin contact and in my mind I've conjured up an image of some old man massaging me. So far so good. The guy , Dallas asks if I had a specific problem area today. Typical, back and neck I told him. He removed the sheet. He did my legs, they're never too bad but the masseuses always pull them apart a certain amount. At that point a guys cock and balls are visible. Facing down keeps my cock down if I was about to get hard. He really got dug his elbow into my ass cheeks and was doing a great job and finished with my legs and the last part he was fairly high up my thighs. High enough that I was getting aroused.

Then he flipped me onto my back. I got my first good look at him. Oh man. I'm fucked. This guy is a good looking guy. About 30 and the epitome of a strong, good looking guy with a super clean cut look. I was lucky so far my cock was just flaccid. He did the relaxing massage and I kept my eyes closed. He massaged my chest. It felt good but there was a small issue, I was getting firm. He didn't say anything. Then I was a bit more than firm. He reassured me no biggie, it happens. When it got a little harder he asked if I wanted to take a short break and let it go down? I told him I was okay if he was. He said, "I'm okay. I see it all the time. The client is usually more worried than we are. I don't mind it all at." He kept going and did my shins. Something struck me. The line. "I don't mind at all" The wording and the way he said it sounded like he liked it a lot!!

On my back he had my legs a little more spread and he was digging into my groin by my balls and I was turned on, not rock hard though. So, how long have you been working as a massage therapist? ."been doing this 3 years, from Atlanta, married, straight. I felt a tingle in my balls. Oh dear lord. NOT NOW! I've had this before at the most inopportune times. I was about to have an involuntary orgasm. I tensed and started breathing like I'd been fucking for 5 minutes. At least it didn't shoot in the air. It just flowed out the top like a lava fountain. You could clearly see my testicles twitching as I came. My nuts ached so bad after. He had stepped back out of the way and watched. "Oh dear. I guess you needed that!! Or, something I said."

He cleaned up the cum for me and rinsed the evidence out of the towel. He asked "how was the massage?" I told him it was great. He smiled, "I never even touched you. If I had I wonder what would have happened if I had!!!?" I shrugged my shoulders. "Wanna find out?" Hopefully somewhere private?" Hey. My brother just moved across the country and has two months left on his lease. He left some furniture behind for me to clear out. I have keys. He said. "Sounds like a couple guys could get into some fun trouble." LOL. We talked about schedules in our day to day life. We found 3 days a week where we both had 2-3 hours we could get away from our wive's no questions asked.

We met up there for our first time there. As I walked through the doors I was peeling my clothes off like a stripper. He laughed. I could get used to that!! When I looked back his was naked and I watched as his cock got hard for me. I caused him to get hard. That was so cool. My naked body was arousing him that much. I liked it. He walked over to me and he was almost dripping precum already! He said, "I'm so turned on and you're all I could think about. I spent a lot of time in the bathroom masturbating. I leaned into him. Our first bit wet kiss. It was a drug. I pulled him in really tight and the kiss lasted a good while. His cock was completely erect. I dropped to my knees and licked his precum droplets, I played with his balls and licked under them before I put him in my mouth. I felt he knees wobble and he came in under two minutes. That made him super weak in the knees and he wanted to lay down.

I placed some cushions off the couch that formed a goofy big bed. We rolled around kissing and playing with each other. When I thought he could get hard again I laid on my back and handed him lube. "I want to see you as you make love to me." He smiled. "Me too." He was somewhat larger but so gentle it was magic as he lubed me and steered his way into me. It felt so natural to have him fucking me. Nothing odd at all. We held my legs in a comfortable position and when I wasn't groaning with my eyes closed our hands both jerked my cock. My seed spilled out wildly in every direction. A thin sticky mess of clear liquid like precum. I reached over and got some on my fingers and licked it and offered some for him to lick too. It was really sticky and the taste was incredible. Yummy. Fuck me Dallas!!! Fuck my gay ass!

His name is Rex but I nicknamed him Dallas because he was from Dallas. Damn he felt good and right now he was really gay. His whole manner and affect became feminine. He was a girly guy all of a sudden. His voice and all that. He seemed different. After he came he offered his ass to me like a gift. He got on all fours and said, "Make love to me." With his ass in my face the first thing I did was eat it. Yummy bummy. So good. Nice freshly showered man with a hint of sweat and bum. Perfect!!!

I lubed him and I drilled into him fucking him till I heard his balls slapping mine. He had tears streaming down his face. "Oh my god this feels good." Ass I was getting closed he did the "fuck me fuck me fuck me. thing in time with my thrusts until I came in his ass and screamed with joy. I pulled out and my cum residue dripped on his balls.

It turns out the Dallas story goes much deeper. He was brought up in a religious home in the midwest. His dad was a hunting and fishing outdoorsy kind of guy and he pushed Rex into the masculine image of what he thought a man should be. Rex said fucking girls was fine but ever since he could remember he wanted a man to fuck him like a dirty slut, to have his way with him, a quasi rape scene. In his dirty dreams a man dominates him. He comes into the bedroom and pulls back the covers and mounts him. Dallas pretends to protest. Dallas said that played over and over in his youth in Minnesota. To which I spanked his ass for fun. We laughed. It had been a bit too serious for a few minutes.

I told him I would dominate him and play out his quasi rape scene anytime he wants. Seems like a fairly healthy fantasy. We laid kissing for an hour and frotted and came on each others balls. He cuddled in like a newly gay man. I cut a key for him and bought a cheap queen sized bed to have sex in for the next couple months. To please him I would come into the room. He was under the covers and I ripped the covers off as he whimpers no no. And I would fuck him. About 2 minutes in he would tell me how much he loved me. He really did and looking down there was always a good load of cum on his tummy. I always fuck him on his back so we can kiss and I can watch the pleasure I give him. He loves me and loves when I fuck his girly gay ass. He talks and acts girly in private and masculine in public.

Not sure where this is headed in the long run but he turns me on like crazy.

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