As he held my shoulders I was tense then I was jelly. I knew what was going to happen.

I'd lived with various women all my life. I'd had great sex with them but I was always haunted by the idea of having a man cuddle with me in bed. Waking up with a man spooning again me naked with his erection poking at my bum. I knew they were gay thoughts. I knew my girlfriends wouldn't want to hear such talk so I kept my thoughts to myself, for years.

After I broke up with my last girlfriend I was at a staff party at work, our Christmas party. The boss was giving a speech and his wife was by his side. I was looking at him and I realized how horny he made me. It was even more evident when I had to pee. I had a discharge of cum in my underwear. I came in my shorts!! He fucking turned me on so much! He was clean cut. When he walked by his cologne made me hard as a rock. I acted normal and I talked to his wife. When I talked to his wife my erection when down. Yup. I guess men get me hard. I ignored it for years but that nagging thought kept coming back.

My type was a professional in a suit. I like slender and taller with salt and pepper hair. At this point I didn't even think about genitals!! LOL.

With this job I traveled a bit. Usually just boring stuff. New York. Sometimes Miami. One time they sent me to London. I was mainly a fly on the wall to observe and take notes. My boss was there and his wife missed that trip. We were there for a week and the first couple days were busy. We were also jet lagged and everyone just did the work stuff in the days, had supper, a couple drinks and went to sleep. That was the energy level the first couple days.

By about the 3rd day we all got our second wind. We hit a couple night spots and partied a bit. Late late late at night we stumbled into our hotel and went to bed. 20 minutes later a knock on my door. I answered, it was my boss. Says, "I don't know about you but I could use a nightcap." I agreed. I can always drink one more. I said sure. I thought we were maybe going to the downstairs lounge but I was wrong. He had a bottle of nice red wine in his hand. "Got any glasses?" Yup. I had a really small balcony with 2 chairs and a tiny table. We sat and looked and listened to the noise and drank some wine. There is was. The scent of his cologne. Sorry but it gave me immediate sexy thoughts. Cologne or perfume of any sort gives me a flashback.

I asked why his wife didn't come. He said that they were having some issues. He casually put his hand on my leg and said, "You know?" My mind jolted. They were having issues in the bedroom. Why? I'll let him tell me. He told me that he had confessed a few months ago he'd had an unusual urge to be with a man. He looked down. "At the Christmas party." Oh my god. He was talking about me and the same time I was horny and came in my pants!!!

He leaned towards me and we kissed and it was a good one! He kissed me very passionately and dug his hand in my shirt and played with my nipples like I did with my girlfriends. He opened my shirt and sucked on my nipples. He looked up and asked if I was okay. I told him "I'm so fucking okay you wouldn't believe it." His face fell further down and what happened was what you might expect. He pulled opened my pants and started sucking my cock. He was so shy and awkward. He sucked me and I didn't know what to do. I had got felt up before and touched but nothing like this. I was almost out of breath from the joy of a man sucking my cock. All I could think about now is seeing him naked.

I slowed him down and took my pants off. I grabbed the wine and we made our way to the bed. I sat half naked on the bed and I said, "Strip for me. I want to see you. I've wanted to see you since you made me cum in my pants at Christmas." He laughed. "You came in your pants?" Yup!! Chuckle. I told him, you won't believe this but, "I've always kind of loved you." I smiled. He smiled. "That's so sweet. Honestly. When my wife wasn't home, I masturbated thinking about us together." He looked at me so shy. We were laying on the bed naked now and hugging and kissing. Our cocks were bumping into each other and I could see his precum on my tummy and mine on his leg. I said, "So boss! What's next?" He hopped up and dug around in his pants pocket on the floor and pulled out condoms and some lube. "ah!! You planned on fucking me?" He nodded.

At this point I assumed I was bottoming. I asked him if he'd had sex with a man. No. Me either. Damn. How great is this. A couple guys almost 40 fucking a man for the first time!? I made a move that declared me bottom. I offered my bum to him in an obvious way. I laid to the side and rolled a bit so it was obvious. "Put lube here!!" LOL I was feeling pretty gay right now. I felt his finger exploring my asshole. He pushed the lube in. Every step of the way he asked if I was okay. I nodded. I looked back just before he entered me. My god. What a lovely cock. I let him push it into me. It was easy. I relaxed and he pushed slow. First time and I tensed a bit but for the most part it was easy. When he was in all the way he kissed the back of my ear. For some reason he told me he loved me. It made my love endorphins flow wildly. I was filled with this intense love vibe as this gorgeous man fucked my virgin ass. I reached back, with a hopefully cautious push I backed him off and removed the condom. I wanted to feel him in me. He kissed my neck and reassured me how safe he felt we were.

I was feeling fairly emotional having my first gay sex and so was he. I sensed his orgasm was building as my balls were aching from the beating. He stiffened up and he came in me. The groans told me how good it felt for him. I was awash with intense feelings and the juices on the sheets told me my first gay sex was a success. Hehe. He backed off of me and came to the other side and we kissed for 30 mins. He tugged on my cock till it was hard and gave me a proper orgasm. He asked to spend the night and I agreed. Next morning I was spooning him. I kissed him and his morning wake up was my cock in his ass. He loved it and so did I. I came a little quick and promised to fix that later in the day.

We fucked the rest of the week and managed to keep it a secret. We fucked after hours at work and rented hotel rooms. Our affair finally burned out after a year with no hard feelings and we still work together. I still joke about how wobbly he was the morning I first fucked him and how sore my bum was on the flight back. No matter how much lube you use. 4 days of fucking and a long plane trip hurts your bum!!

God I love salt and pepper hair and men that smell good.

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