I was optimistic. Ethan was about to be my first man. Ethan was someone that contacted me when I posted an ad stating I was looking for a nice man to experience my first time with. I posted one photo, then and another, then another. Then I undressed totally but kept my face covered with my phone. I was very honest, and honestly, I put it all out there!. My age. I was married. It was my first time, never been with a man. I didn't hold back any details.

I was contacted by a few guys. Odd thing was they had different names but used the same photos. Um. If you wanna play do everyone a favour and get a puppy. Whatever. I got two real replies. One guy I simply wasn't attracted to. The other man was one I was really attracted to. He was handsome and dark skinned. My god. Perfect. It was definitely going to be a very discreet affair. If he was being honest he was a medical professional, a doctor. He felt me out about every single detail of my life. We went as far as to take custom photos of ourselves to send each other. Very intimate angles you might say, close up of each others penises and balls.

We made up an elaborate story to get away from our wives for a weekend. I had an easy out. I said i was visiting a friend in Las Vegas. He had found a good enough convention to attend in Vegas that weekend. It was settled and I was crossing my fingers it was going to be all I'd hoped for. I landed late Friday and took a cab to the Mirage where we had rooms. Two rooms in case things didn't work out. I'd just checked in and a knock came at my door. I was in a panic. I opened the door. It was Ethan. Wow. Just like his photo. He said, Wow. You're just like your photo! He stuck his hand out and shook my hand. I pulled him in and gave him a hug. LOL. Well, what do you want to do first? He grinned. I said, "No. Not that! *Yet*. And I winked." LOL.

I grabbed my room key and we headed downstairs to one of the dozens of lounges and places to eat here. We decided to walk the strip. He held his hand out to hold it. I hesitated, I wanted to feel a bit more confident no one we know is here. He smiled. "You do know that that's not a guarantee anywhere, right?" I sighed. Yeah, true. I held his hand and we walked. I'd never held a mans hand like this. It was quite different. It was like when I was a kid on a first date with a girl. He squeezed my hand tight and intertwined our fingers too. The ultimate date hand holding. That was the first tingle connection. He was good looking. Yeah, I keep saying that but he really was!! We're the same height and build. 5'11" slim. Penises are the same too!!!

He looked around and pinched my bum. I laughed. Fuck. You're kind of naughty. I like it!! (FYI my name is Roy by the way). We went and got a bite to eat. It's just way easier to have a discreet gay affair in Vegas. We're 2,000 miles from home. We turned a corner to go down a street by the Flamingo and he quickly turned to me and kissed my lips. He said. "I like you. It's going to be a great weekend. I can tell." I gently pushed him against a wall. I quickly glanced around and felt his cock and gave it a good squeeze." He told me he felt more comfortable with me than any woman he's ever been with. I told him the same went for me. I looked at him. "I think men are sexy." Yup. agreed. His ass looked great packed into a nice pair of jeans. Whoa! We walked the strip for a while and went back to the Mirage. We sat in the lounge and talked for quite a while. It was late. We went upstairs. Now my heart was really pounding. There was no doubt we were about to be intimate, very intimate. All the scenarios of gay sex ran through my mind. All the possibilities of what I'd let him do to me. I wanted him to have his way with me.

I stood at his door. Well? Want to visit a little more. He smiled. "Visit?" Okay. We'll call it that. We went in, he had the premium suite. It had a Jacuzzi. He found me a robe and he took one. We actually changed into them in private. I came out of the bathroom and we went to the Jacuzzi. He had some nice bubbly wine. He poured some and put the glasses close with the bottle where we could reach it. We did a 1,2,3 and disrobed. We looked at each. I was blown away. He was like a male playmate to me. We climbed into the hot tub. I watched his bum and penis in great detail as he climbed in. Seemed like a sneaky good idea. Yup, it seemed that way. I was getting into the tub, gazing at his bum and penis had given me a super erection and now I felt embarrassed. Now it was he that gazed. He kidded and licked his lips. LOL I sat down under the water level quickly. He winked. "Very nice. Just like your photo." Then he grinned. "It's bigger in person." I splashed water at him.

We relaxed and drank the whole bottle of wine and that was after several other types of drinks we'd had. I wasn't drunk but I was relaxed for sure. I was the first naughty boy. I joked. "Submarine!" I reached under the water and found his penis. The warm water made it soft and smaller. I pulled on it like a toy. It got firm in my hand. He closed his eyes in a kind of ecstasy look. The look said, "Oh my god I need this." He moved around beside me and we stroked each other. His head tucked into my shoulder, he quit stroking me. His cock was throbbing in my hand, my index finger and knuckle kept rubbing across the head of his cock. He stiffened straight out like a board and his cock was above the water. I watched as Ethan came, his cum was flowing out of his cock over down the shaft, and spurting into the air. It was the first time I caused Ethan to climax, and I felt so happy to have given him pleasure. So much pleasure.. He motioned towards the bed. "Lets go to bed." I was hoping he'd invite me to bed.

We dried off on the way over. His erection had gone down. I was still painfully hard. We dropped our robes and got into bed. He snuggled into me and kissed me. He ran his hands all over me. I was so hard. He reached over and grabbed his carefully placed supplies. Ethan was submitting to me it seemed. He was on his side and was breathing heavy. He was clearly nervous about having anal sex for the first time, me too. He held his balls and penis out of the way for me. He handed me some lube and a condom. He held his leg up presenting himself to me. I squirted some lube onto his hole and onto my cock. I kissed him. I told him I loved him just cause it felt right to say that. We were new but this side type of entry allowed us to kiss and I could play with his cock too. Not to mention it was comfortable!

I pushed carefully into him. He told me that he prepared in the bathroom when we'd got back. God, the things I would never think of. I pushed in and there was a look of pain on his face, then when I was totally in the look on his face changed to ecstasy and his jaw fell open. We're young but I took a Viagra as I wanted a rock hard erection for bum play. When I told him that he said, "Now that's thinking!" I'd taken Viagra before and for me it seems to add time onto my lovemaking. We'll see. I hope I hope!

Ethan was clearly experiencing great pleasure. I was too. We were kissing as much a we could in this position. It was very emotional for us, well, I hope it was us and not just me. He told me he loved me too. It was like, I love you for being my first and being so perfect. I was able to stroke his cock as I thrust. I went very slow and he moaned. His light brown skin and strong buttocks was a perfect vision for me. The Viagra would not have been needed but was a good backup plan. His penis was starting to drip prostate fluid like precum I'm guessing. I was nowhere near a climax which was great. I was getting off on giving Ethan all this pleasure. I guess an anal orgasm is quite a marvellous feeling plus my stroking was giving him a regular orgasm as well. His cream started flowing out like a stream, not typical squirts. He was moaning nonstop and kept saying "I love you so much". He seemed to have had a complete orgasm. It was time to let myself go. I felt a mind blowing climax coming. I was thrusting harder and harder. He coached me on with every thrust. My pelvis was smacking his balls and he yelled, "Fuck me Roy!" I started shooting load after load of very forceful ejaculations. They were very strong contractions. I was spent and starved for oxygen. I rolled Ethan on his back and scooped his juices off his belly and smeared them on his nipples then I took my time licking it off. I caused his penis to twitch and get firm and then totally erect. Beautiful throbbing cock. I put his cock in my mouth, I wrapped my lips around the head tight and circled it with my tongue. I lapped the leftover drops up. My lips were pulling up as if I was trying to suck the head off. I had his balls in my hand and he was squirming and kicking, stretching his legs out stiff with his toes extending like a cat. He was telling me he loved me. I could feel contractions travelling from his ass through his balls as his warm cum began to fill my mouth. When his ejaculation was complete I sat up and he watched my play with his ejaculate. I savoured it, I showed him his man juice in my mouth and my tongue wiping the sticky mixture across my teeth sticking and dripping from them. He could see his ejaculate hanging from the roof of my mouth and my hand kept milking his cock pulling the final few drops out as it went limp. I finally swallowed it. I smiled and smacked my lips. "You taste marvellous". Again I had pleasured him. We had a love hormone happening for sure. We kissed very passionately for a long while while we played with each others penises and each others bums. I rubbed the hole where my cock had been and poked my finger in a little bit. That was all it took to almost cause another body quake.

We got between the sheets and spent the night together. We talked and between the sex and the wine we fell asleep kissing and fondling each other, we were very very content. As I was waking up the next morning Ethan was spooned behind me and his rock hard penis was in the crack of my ass. I leaned over and looked at him. "Good morning horny guy!!!" I smiled and kissed him. So, I hear you're gay!? He wrestled me over and spanked my ass, I loved it! He spanked till my bum was red I bet. We can check that off of things I never tried. He said, "No! You're gay!" We laughed. I told him to hold to put one of those wrappers on his penis. I quickly prepared as good as I could and went back to bed. He rolled me on my back, after he worked some lube into me he pulled my legs back and I helped hold them till he was all the way in. I was loving this position. We could kiss and I could watch as he fucked me. Once he was in I wrapped my legs around him and pulled him in tight to me. I smiled. "Don't you dare cum too fast. I want to enjoy this." He didn't cum fast. He was the opposite. He gave me the longest best feeling sensations of my life. I could never go back to sex with a woman. It's just not as good. Not even close! Gay sex is just so much better. When a man sucks a cock, he knows exactly what a man likes. As for anal sex, I guess a woman could physically do that with a strap on, but a man does it with passion. All the sex so far with Ethan is much more intense than anything I experienced with a female. He finished by sucking my cock and completing me with a full fledged male orgasmic release. I was in absolute heaven and it was clear Ethan and I were a perfect couple, a good match. A good first time for sure! We took lots of selfies. Looking at them it was obvious we were a couple.

We relaxed a bit then went our to see what Vegas had to offer. We took a cab to Fremont. There seemed to be plenty of men holding hands like us. I would say that Ethan seemed to be a more feminine person than I. Not that either of us have to pick a side. LOL. He seemed to tuck in to me and walk with me a little like my wife did in the old days.

We were super happy when we realized that it was only Saturday and we had two days to live out our first time. There's no doubt we spent a lot of time having sex. A lot! We both liked being a bottom but I was more of a top. Not sure why. There were a few reasons that I'm not sure I can totally explain. Although we hear that the feminine one bottoming is a bit of a stereotype and not accurate. Ethan is most certainly feminine and is the bottom in our relationship. In the bedroom he's very feminine. His talking and his choices of words are somewhat female. Only in the bedroom though.. Again, very hard to explain but we're a match. All the looking and chatting. Basic dating details worked for us. Physical attraction didn't hurt. Ethan knew I loved getting sucked. He would orgasm me by long sessions of sucking me, he edged me over and over and when I finally came my ejaculate overfilled his mouth. He always gladly swallowed my sperm. He loved the taste of me. I liked his cum too. I was a great mix. He also knew that I liked to bottom sometimes and I bottomed about 40% of the time. There's just some gay feelings that you don't feel unless you bottom, or, at least that's how we see it.

When we got back to Oak Park we hid our relationship for as long as we could so we could try and setup our other new life to make the switch easier. We almost made it but the wife's noticed the amount of money missing that was going to our new place. Ethan was already out at his work and they were very accepting. I was not yet. When I did come out they were less than accepting and I found a better job that was accepting. I don't think my wife ever accepted it and was blindsided. Honestly I was shocked at how fast things progressed, so was Ethan. It was kind of just supposed to be more like a curious affair but it turned out just perfect. I'd gone to Vegas to simply suck a mans cock, or, that's kind of what I thought. Looking back I can see where I was looking for a guy to date. The curiosity was a myth I'd been telling myself. Ethan too.

One thing we do a lot now is oral. We have a new found passion for oral. How bout that? It usually happens when we watch TV. One of us always signals the other by pulling our pants or shorts down and we go down on them. Oral sex has a certain magic to it. Looking down and seeing your partner sucking your cock is a magic thing. Having your partner cum in your mouth or bum is a great feeling. It's a special thing and feels so much better without a condom too. When Ethan fucks me I have a regular male forceful orgasm now when he cums. Not just the body orgasm I got at first. Feeling him cumming in me causes a chain reaction and I start groaning and I have forceful spurts of cum. It's a new thing. Could just be conjured up in my head and not physical.

Bliss.