So after my first mfm experience that was straight, I was so turned on and watching my gf with another man I couldn't help but fantasize what it would have been like if I got down there with her and helped suck that nice cock. Or if they both took turns on mine. I thought about and fantasized about this for a long time...to long actually as me and the gf seperated. I took my alone time and reached out on a few dating sites and found a semi local gay man and decided, what the heck. I'll atleast give this a try. We set up a meeting and I went over to his house. He was a bit older than me, I was 25 he was pushing 40. But he was very experienced and I think very excited about being with a straight man! Well, he invited me in and I sat on the couch, he had porn playing on the tv! I guess he was getting ready for me. We chatted for a few mins and he calmed my racing nerves and after about 20 mins he suggested we move to the hot tub. I agreed and we both got naked and into the tub. We chatted a bit more as he sat opposite of me in the tub, but every few mins he would reposition himself just a bit closer. Once he was in arms reach I knew this was about to happen. He placed his hand on my leg and just started rubbing it after a few mins he moved up and found my rock hard cock. He slowly started stroking it, at that point the small talk stopped. It was just silent for a few mins while he slowly stroked my cock. He moved in and started kissing me. It was weird at first but I just let him in and started kissing back. I was determined to not say No to anything and explore! He then moved down my neck to my nipples. And in one swift swoop, lifted me up to the top of the water exposing me and just as quick his mouth was on my cock. It was one of the best BJ's I've ever had and it didnt take long before I blew a huge load into his mouth where he swallowed the entire thing! He knew this was my 1st time and before hand even suggested I just come over for a BJ and thats it and thats what I agreed too. I didn't reciprocate this time, and he didn't ask, if he did I was determined not to say no but he left it at that. I got out and got dressed and went home. But I knew, I wasn't done exploring yet. Shortly after that I started dating another girl, and sadly never met him again. This girl ended up being the most vanilla sex partner I could ever have so I knew if I was to stay with her, my experimental days were over. So I thought. But after a few yrs, work had sent me out of state for a month. Being lonely and bored, I started looking to scratch that itch and I found another gay man where....stay tuned for part 3