I’m 26 and a Virgin. I’m not ashamed to admit it and sometimes it feel uncomfortable as loads of other people have done sexual things younger than me. One of my friend even got married recently! I haven’t even had a GF let alone Marriage! I’m bicurious and I wanna know what being fucked by a guy is like…however, I also suffer from mental health and in the past when I’ve thought about sex with a Partner (Male or Female) I’ve always broken out into a panic attack and had a breakdown. I’ve discussed this with my mates and they understand. They don’t know I’m bicurious and that I wanna suck and get fucked by a dick, lol. They know I have mental health issues and that I’m worried or scared about having a panic attack when it comes to sex. They told me I won’t but upon thinking about it, No matter who I’m with I feel like I will have a break down. I’m shy too and chubby/hairy with a small beta dick…This is also the reason why I feel more likely to have a panic attack. I’m not religious so my virginity isn’t something important to me BUT I when I loose it I want it to be meaningful BUT I just wanna loose it so I don’t have to worry about it….I guess you can see how confused and wound up by it all…So I’m just wondering, despite everything I’ve said, Should I wait and loose it to a Women/Man or hire a Prostitute and get the whole thing over with?