I guess I’m really just going to confess/vent. A few years ago I started talking to a guy. We talked and got to know each other and became pretty close friends. We where aware of each other bisexuality and we texted almost everyday for a few years and I helped him through some pretty dark stuff and his friendship was more important to me then hooking up. Anyway we decided to mess around making out, we both got hard and he went down on me. When it came time to reciprocate he couldn’t get hard again. Well after that night our friendship got weird and he finally ghosted me and we haven’t talk since. This all happen over 8 months ago. I miss our friendship and he crosses my mind from time to time and I get incredibly sad. I’ve lost all interest in sex with either a man or a women and I feel incredibly guilty about what happen.