I played with couples before and had the guys go down on me. It usually was either their first time, being persuaded by their women, OR they were bi-cur and did it on their own. I never had the desire or urge to reciprocate.

One time, I visited an ex-gf who wanted to experience an MFM. I knew a young guy (19) who was a virgin so convinced him to join us. After him and I came, we laid down aS she began sucking him to get him up for round two. As I turned to watch her, she looked me in the eye and smiled. She then whispered for me to help her. Just as I moved next to her I caught a glimpse of this kid’s face. He was white with fear. So I stopped & gave her a disgusted look as I climbed between her legs and took her from behind.

That was in 1994. Since then I’ve had this curiosity. That night I recalled my dream from a few years ago that I posted here and a few other sites (USN Bowling Team) and that sparked this desire.

I never realized finding a couple willing to help satisfy this desire and possibly become an ongoing thing would be so difficult.

I tried 1-on-1 a couple times with guys but I could NOT go through with it. I tried with two couples where the women wanted to see a guy suck their men during an MFM but never told their men. The men weren’t into it so it never happened.

So, my desire to experience this with a couple seems less likely as the years go by because the older one gets, the harder it becomes to find someone for a relationship, let alone to join a couple & then be persuaded, directed, to go down on her guy.

Ideally as we’re enjoying foreplay, she goes to her knees, taking me with her, she then asks/tells me to help suck him. She puts one hand on my head and the other on his cock as she gently pushes me to take him in my mouth. She controls my motions until I start to suck on my own. Then later (or next visit) as we start again, she plays with my ass until both persuade me to let him fuck me, or she does with her strap-on while I suck him off again

I also imagine & wrote about being seduced by 2 guys & I suck and get fucked by both.

Lately, I’m really obsessed with sexy MtF’s. I can easily see myself making out, fondling and being fondled. Then having her gently, slowly, nudging me down to first, suck on her tits. Then again, slowly nudge me down, allowing me to kiss, lick her stomach, working down to her pelvic area as anticipation, excitement, nervousness, has me sweating, my stomach in knots as I place both hands on her ass. I go lower, removing her panties. Her cock springs free and hits my chin. It startles me but I continue slowly, now teasing her as I kiss and lick all around her very hard cock. I feel it’s hot flesh against my face, my cheeks as I continue kissing and licking all around it but not allowing my lips to touch it.

She cannot take it anymore, so she grabs me by the hair and shoves her cock into my mouth. The sensation is like nothing I ever felt before. It’s like stars bursting in and around my head. I almost cum myself from the excitement as she is now fucking my face as my hands on her ass is encouraging her to pound my face.

I move a hand to my cock to stroke myself, but she scolds me, saying she’ll take care of it, but not now. She pushes me off her cock and tells me to get on all fours. I do as I’m told. She then mounts me from behind. One hand on my hip, she guides her cock into my asshole. I am so excited and desperate to cum, the pain is only momentary. She begins to fuck my ass and the pleasure I feel is beyond belief. I begin to thrust my ass back at her begging her to fuck me faster, harder, deeper. In moments I feel her shooting deep into my ass as it triggers the start of my orgasm. It is the start most intense orgasm of my life. My cum shoots further than it ever has, more than I ever produced. Rope after rope and I then collapse, falling forward, nearly passing out.

She is pleased as she looks down at me asking if I enjoyed it. I only laugh in response. She then asks that since I said before that if I enjoyed it half as much as I thought I would, this can be ongoing, she’ll expect me in a couple of days, but next time she’ll have another MtF so I can be spit-roasted until my mouth and ass are too soar to sit or speak for a few hours.

I can dream right?