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Probably my biggest fuck up ever, which will haunt me for the next 18 years. Just feels so surreal, not necessarily panicking tho. I'm 23M and my female friend, whom I've known for the most part of my life is currently 22. I still remember us playing every day as little kids to hanging out almost everyday as teenagers, we often went on vacation together either with my or her parents. She was sort of like the sister I never had, and people now hearing that I got her pregnant feels almost like it's illegal.

A few months ago, I was at her apartment both of us super drunk, and yeah it somehow just happened. It was good, so I guess in the following weeks it accidentally happened quite often🤷🏽‍♂️. We did use condoms , but she isn't on birthcontrol. How the hell did she get pregnant. I know that there are a few, who even get pregnant on birthcontrol, but never thought it would happen to us. She took 5 pregnancy tests and 1 week later went to the gynecologist, who comfirmed. We both can't bring it on ourselves to abort the baby, so we're keeping it, we're financially stable so I don't think it would be a problem.

We're planning on telling our parents this evening, so akward since they've seen me grow up with her etc. The only one who's been shipping us since day one, was her grandma lol . Still can't believe I'll have to spent 18 years of my life ,well it's not even 18 years it's a life commitment lol.

TL:DR Got my childhood friend🤰🏾🤰🏾

For those of you suggesting me to get a partenity test. : Yes she even told me she doesn't mind if I'm doubting that the child is mine, since the scenario is somehow unlikely. She told me she didn't sleep with another guy for the last 2 months. I'll be taking a paternity test, but I'm already 99% sure that child is mine.

UPDATE

Ok guys, I just went with her to her parents house, we actually wanted to go in the evening as I said, but the sooner the better I guess. I was really nervous ,her dad was working in the garden and her mom was cleaning around the house. After thirty minutes, everyone was gathered in the kitchen, so we thought a better opportunity wouldn't come. We told them and I could see the horror in their eyes lol.

Idk they seemed kinda happy, but also shocked. Her mom started tearing up, so I guess she's either happy or disappointed. Her dad asked why we didn't tell them that we're ,,dating" and my god that was such an akward moment because both of us didn't reply, (akward silence).

They were asking a bunch of questions, and we even called her grandma telling her that her prediction was right. We made up an excuse and left, later on in the car she gave me a kiss and told me that she was proud of me, the whole drive her hand was resting on my thigh. Like does that mean she likes me?? I don't want to misinterpret anything to make things even worse. She's a very very kind person in general, so a bunch of guys always thought she liked them meanwhile she was only being nice.

Final UPDATE:

Okay Guys that'll be my final update, maybe if I remember I'll update in 9 months let's see.

I discussed everything with her that needed to be discussed. We're planning on moving together when she's 6-7months pregnant, and we'll just see how it works. We both admitted to having feelings for eachother, so we'll just see were it goes, and leave our relationship how it is bestfriends, who live together and fuck I guess.

Thanks for all the encouragment, this post shouldn't even be on TIFU anymore lol. I'm kinda excited on being a father.

And btw she's reading the comments......

To clarify, apparently a few didn't get it,yes we are dating

Bestfriend fuck= Dating

Reminder: I am not the original OP.