I love benzos so much it has been a tough few years since my brother passed away from an overdose but I find myself wanting to use harder drugs and searching for something to numb me lately it's been the ambien and the suboxone but I think suboxone is messing me up tbh it's not great either i had to see a new provider and pay hella just two get a couple week script and im nervous I'll be cut off the suboxone but everything was unbearable the anxiety heart pounding anxiety almost even got in a fight with my co worker two days ago smh it's definitely not always me but being on edge definitely sucks I have 14 days worth of 10mg Valium and plan to use sparingly through holidays