When I was 18, I was desperate for attention and started a Pornhub account and a Chaturbate account thinking I would post some pics like I did on tumblr (rip tumblr porn :/ ). I didn't really use it until I was in college around like 19ish? Like right before 19. I plugged myself and fucked myself in my dorm for Pornhub and Chaturbate. I did around 5 or 6 videos and like two dozen shows.

There was one day that I remember super vividly... I set up my phone to film me sitting in my chair fucking myself with a dildo my ex bought for us. I was shaven as usual and really really (REALLY) worked up. I mean I was throbbing so hard! Eventually, the video ends with the dildo making me have the best hands free orgasm!! I came all over my leg and the chair. I ended the video with a few spanks.

Later that night, I went onto Chaturbate to cam for a little while and it happened again! I had two more hands free orgasms throughout the show. It was fucking AMAZING. I had like no brains left after that.

Moral of the story: I found out how to cum harder the right way...on camera for strangers to see!

All in all the Pornhub videos got only like 10k views each and the Chaturbate shows had like maximum 40 ppl each time but I loved seeing myself cum online. There was something hot about it. There IS something hot about it...