hey there! i’m a braindead submissive 21 year old femboy who’s also an extreme masochist. i am hopelessly romantic with twisted ideas of love. need someone to give my life to, obsess over and shower with affection. you don’t need to reciprocate, in fact it's easier if you don’t. but i need you to be open to receiving my adoration, and allow me to take care of your needs, whether they be domestic, emotional, or sexual. i have previous experience as a professional cleaner and have done chores at home from a young age. i am a virgin but i think some doms will see that as a positive. and despite that, i’m extremely submissive and very masochistic, i obsess over my dom and he fills up my heart and mind until all i can think about is making him happy. i would be willing to do anything to please him, that being said i love being teased, humiliated, bullied and patronised, and nothing excites me more than a ultra possessive man who won’t let me out of his sight. also, gaslighting me. i’m gullible as heck so it isn’t hard.

i can’t function properly without a dominant in my life. i hope to dedicate my entire existence to a cruel, controlling authority figure who sees me as a useful plaything. i absolutely adore sadists. and by that i mean genuine sadists, one’s who are into true torment and torture, both physically and emotionally, not just those that like to spank people and make them deepthroat. i’m an extreme masochist so will need an extreme sadist to match. i’m hoping for a genuine lifelong “connection” a real relationship where i can live in your house and make your life as convenient and pleasurable as possible. preferably with someone older, more intelligent (although that’s not hard) and relatively stable. i’d like a quasi-abusive, power-imbalanced relationship where affection only goes one one way and maltreatment goes the other. ideally this would be a long term, live-in, Master/slave dynamic where i rarely if ever leave the house, sleep in a cage and take care of all your chores and petty desires. all i want is a permanent place beneath you, which i understand is a lot, but i have hope that there’s someone out there who this appeals to.

kink-wise, (which i think is most important since if you don’t like my kinks then you probably won’t like me) i’m into:

TPE, domestic servitude, abuse (mental and physical), gaslighting, manipulation, CNC, humiliation, beatings, biting, scratching, cutting, crying, begging, bullying, name-calling and i have a big thing for religious play, like i treat my partner like a literal deity
limit-wise, my main objections are:

receiving excessive affection, e.g mollycoddling, gifts, compliments (affirmations are fine), and certain types of toilet stuff. not too willing to budge on any of these, sorry. please ask me if you’re curious about anything regarding this.

please don’t hit me up unless this is something you’ve specifically wanted.if reading my post is the first you’ve heard of this kind of dynamic, please don’t bother messaging me. i’m only looking for people who this seriously appeals to. if you’re just a “sadist” in the sense that you like to spank backsides and make subs deepthroat, you would be better off going for another sub. i’m looking for sadists that like to push limits, to exploit, torment, and gaslight their toys into apologising for being hurt. i’m extreme and need a partner to match. thank you.

also i'm based in the UK but hope to relocate to the US or France