Trigger warning: 18 adult kink full fantasy story with CNC rpeknk themes, dubcon, fourth wall breaking fiction, unreliable narrator, time perspective shifts, also many bodily fluids. Deeply degrading and over the top. I write this to get cunts wet and throbbing

The datastick popped rather unassuming in through the letter box slot.

Flop

it hit the floor lightly where all her other post piled up on the inside mat.

A 5 year post doc at a prestigious English university

She had been in a malaise the past year

Research was going poorly

She didn't like the obligatory tutorials

Only stimulation was the occasional sick wet thought when one of her first year students seemed to have a bulge

Winter months

Felt cold

hands always in between her legs

Next to her pussy pocket

Away from her family

Still snow deep in data

She heard the post drop in but she was too busy rubbing

Nasty porn

Kaitlyn katsaros videos

She would look and rub at the ones

Where she smiled as her face was beaten in

Sticky gloopy slime all over her body

The post doc would rub and rub

Her leggings half down

The stink of her sexual excesses

The wetness dripping onto her rented flat furniture

She'd occasionally smile and lip bite when she had people over for cheese and crackers

A girl she didn't like would be talking some nonsense about some obscure poet

And would sit on that chair

Not knowing how many times the host had squirted on it

It made her feel good

That sick smile

Occasionally she'd get headachey flashes

Real eyes wide shut type shit

Moments of her screaming and moaning and cumming

It would come in and make her brain fuzzy

She'd rub but thinking nothing of it

Post doc decides to hike up her panties and leggings

Wander to the door

She liked the exposure of the glass

But being a bit too exhibitionistic

It goes against her allure

The demure art hoe looking lecturer

That actually does a stem

She thumbs through the post she neglected

Finds the thin brown bubble wrapped

Gift to herself she thinks

Rips or open

Cunt still dripping from the sticky she made before

Soaking through her leggings

She sees a grey datastick

Turns it over

A little sticker

A date.

A future date actually.

She suddenly feels a little headache flash

Doesn't think much of it

Bring the datastick with a keyring swinging it round her finger

Back to the MacBook and the sick porn

She boots it in without much thought

She would be a sucker for pen testing

First rule of antihack 101

Don't put datasticks into devices without checking

Anyway it loads

One black thumbnailed .mov file

Looks to be about 9 mins

Her heart starts to beat rapidly

That fear exposure emotion running through her

Feels like a forgotten memory

She pushes the laptop away for a few minutes

Stands up and starts pacing

Past the old theatrical windows of her one bed and patio

Enough garden for a barbecue with two bored girls

And enough space for nude sunbathing and cunt rubbing in the summer months

Small chance of a neighbouring house with an attic room being able to peer at her naked body and wank to it

As she paces she sits down

Puts her hand on her chin

Time pass

Fuck it

Gets airpods

Hits play

Something sounds like drunken sloppy sticky wet noises

And slumping body sounds

Nothing quite on screen yet

Just black

Eventually she sees a person moves into frame held up by two or three people in suits

Half stumbling over a table

Little black dress on the woman

Half drool and slime and maybe vomit on their face and throat and neck

Stumbling but out of it

The men hold her and grip her through the dress

Their faces always out of shot

She slurring and stumbling

They put up a phone to the camera

It's the same woman

Her sober self

Hours earlier

Grinning just after doing a line and telling her the camera that she fucking needs this

That the order is good

That she'd do fucking anything to feel alive and seen

They wave that video at the camera

Post doc eyes widen

She thinks back to a few weeks ago when she saw her favourite dress balled up with puke she had half ditched in her front yard

Quickly fished that out and put it in a black bin bag

Ready for collection

She keeps watching

The stumbling slurry early self getting pushed around

The video one of the men holding off the smiling even earlier self willing and awaiting that cathartic destruction

She sees her dress getting ripped

Throats choked and strangled

Being pushed around and her hands fished into the suited men's zippers

All the whole covered in mess

At one point they shove her head so near the camera

Fish hook her mouth

Post doc her face and still the little bruises areas

She keeps watching

Earlier LBD self starts grunting and crying and moaning

As they take it turns to piss on her

Fuck her face

They hold her head up and open

Spit off screen as it hits her mouth

They always know to keep their faces off screen

They do this often

She surmised

Without post doc even noticing

She had already started rubbing

Suddenly a lot of the bruises and unknown hurts on her body make sense

She goes back to the video

And there's still the gleaming earliest sober self smiling and swooning in the camera

As her drunk high whatevethefuck is whatever the fucked

The contrast of the three time periods

Three states of ache

The participant who knows what will happen

The drug drunk cumslut whose too out of it to know

The voyeuress rubbing to the crimes of the first to make the second suffer and the third cum

All her.

She's the planner

The victim

The voyeur

The men did it

But she was part of it

This soaks her brain so fucking hard she starts mashing her cunt as she watches

Suddenly that sinking wet oh no feeling rushes in

One of the men starts saying in a heavily scrambled voice

For her to confess to her past

She starts slurring and saying it

Present day post doc is shocked and reeling but still rubbing

She tells the men what her story is

What happened

The nicknames

The way she felt conflicted

The therapy

The relapse

The wetness

The decision to take control of her own surrender

To reclaim by defiling herself

And she rubs through this so intently

Biting her lips so hard it bleeds

The planner (her), the victim (her) the voyeur (her)

They start pushing her around some more

Stress positions

Sharp clips and whips

All makeshift to heighten the horny

Scraping her body pulling her

At one point she squirts on herself openly

One of the guys jams his little finger in her urethra and scratches it

Ouch she thinks

But it's soaks her

Their contained malevolence soaks her To her core

Present post doc rubs her cunt and snacks her breasts

She loves the hate against the victim self

She admires the cruelty of the planning self knowing what might happen

How the men were participants but she orchestrated the self destruction

The fucking euphoria of the thing

She reclaimed herself

From her past

Present post doc cums so fucking hard

She squirt pisses all over her chair and on the floor

Legs jelly writhing leaking

Some of the squirt on her way too expensive MacBook

She looks up

Flush and happy

Opens an gmail up

Attached file

Sends to her Daddy Dom

Title: I love you, please use this to write something with

Subject: I'm going to come over tonight, I love you. I just realized what I did. I'm so happy. How did you know it would help?

It's like I forgot but then when I came the repressed memories came back

I'll wear that top you like and the collar

Yes post it up. I want it to make other cunts wet as well.

x

And then she hit send.

Here we are