So last night, after listening to the Bambi starter files on SoundCloud for 10 days, I unfortunately don't seem to feel any different.

I find it hard to go under while listening to hypnosis so I instead opted to fall asleep with my earphones in with each playlist playing on repeat instead. Without fail, I'd fall asleep at some point during the Bubble Induction and wake up the next morning with no recollection of my session, save part of the beginning and whatever file was playing when I woke up.

On several occasions when waking up I immediately felt different. I felt like a slut, a big bimbo slut that needed to go out, get breast implants, dress up in skimpy dresses and high heels, and get absolutely fucked. Typing that is making me very horny, so maybe the files have done something after all, but the last two days have been pretty underwhelming.

I don't know why that was, I hadn't changed the way in which I was listening to the files, which up until Sunday night had worked wonders. I slept pretty well on Sunday and had a bit of difficulty on Monday night due to the heat but on both occasions I fell asleep as usual, only to wake up with little to no effect upon my psyche. I realize the effects of the files go much deeper but going from wanting to doll myself up like a trashy bimbo to feeling like my old self again kinda sucked.

Maybe it's because I haven't really tested the files, I haven't exactly been triggered yet. Something's definitely going on in my head because thinking of sissy stuff does turn me on a lot more than it did previously but it's not making me go nuts like how I felt days before.

Has my subconscious resisted the files or is Bambi simply lying beneath the surface? And if she's in there, how do I get her out? You're more than welcome to help me unearth my inner slut.