I 20m have always enjoyed the idea of losing control (to hypnosis). I got into erotic hypnosis about 3 years ago, but I’d never found a file that really dragged me in.

I’ve known about the BS (I think I am sensoring that right), but it scared me. I am a university student and I don’t want to give that up. A couple of weeks ago I ended up giving it a shot with the 10 day plan, thinking: “What the hell can go wrong, it’s only 10 days right?” Over 5 days I ended up listening to the 10 day training and a lot more. I ended up stopping after that.

Since then I’ve kept looking at files and feeling the allure. I’ve locked myself in chastity and have been more and more tempted since.

Today after a 9 hour shift I decided to smoke a joint. I’m now smoking in a park listening to the training loop. After this I’m going home to listen to more files. Any tips on how to keep my smarts? Let me know if you are interested in updates. I don’t mind keeping a log.