So for some context, I was seeing this girl in college for a few months by this point. We were both kinky as hell, but more so her being the sub and me being the dom. I was still shy then with partners about this kink because I only recently learned I truly have it (that’s a different story) but after a while brought it up to her.

She was not interested. Like at all lol. Thought it was weird, “what if I hurt you??” “I could never do that.” Things like that. Keep in mind, we did really weird shit, stuff that absolutely degraded her and borderline hurt her all the time.

Anyways, I’m not one to push so I let it go.

Fast forward to this story.

We meet up after class at the cafe and hang out. She has an evening class that night and I’m free so we just spend a couple hours together, some homework, some studying, but mostly just BSing and what not.

It’s getting closer to her class so we go out to the gazebo for a smoke before going our separate ways.

It’s dark by now and it’s only the two of us in the gazebo. The gazebo is pretty hidden, tucked away in a walking path between her building and a parking lot, lots of trees and bushes around it. As 20 year olds do in secluded places in public at night we get a little frisky. We’re making out and I’m rubbing her over her jeans.

Suddenly she steps back and says, “Okay I’ll try it. But it has to be now.”

I just look at her and say, “What?”

“I want to hit you. I’ll do it. But it has to be right now.”

My heart rate shot through the roof lol. “Here? Now? Seriously?”

She looks at me and says, “yes. This might be your only chance.”

I relight my cigarette and say, “Fuck, alright. Okay, how do you want to? Let’s do-“

“Shut up. I just have to do this. Now. Okay?”

I shut up and say okay.

She takes a breath, closes her eyes, walks in a circle, almost like a dog before it lays down, takes another huge breath, opens her eyes as she steps towards me and then launches her knee into my groin.

I had never been kneed in the balls before lol

I’m not really clear on what happened next but next thing I remember is me on my side clutching myself and her squatting next to me rubbing my back saying, “shit I told you. Are you okay?”

She helps me up and I lie on the bench, her sitting, my head in her lap and she runs her fingers through my hair.

“Seriously, are you ok? You said you wanted it…” she lights a new cigarette and passes it to me.

“Abso-fucking-lutely” I tel her, my balls ringing in my stomach still. I take a puff and pass it back to her. “I never took a knee tho, goddamn.”

“You’ll have to show me what you like then,” she responds, “but as long as your okay, for what it’s worth, that was hot.”

I sit up and take the cigarette out of her mouth and say, “Yea? Liked it?”

She smirked and nodded. “Yea, as long as I don’t break you, I can see me doing that a lot….but don’t forget about the rest…”

I pushed my fingers through her hair and when they got to the back grabbed hard and told her “I will never forget.” Let go and kissed her on the cheek.

Shortly after she would leave for class but that night would mark the beginning of a long relationship in which the two of us really learned how to push our limits.