I've always felt lost and I was always quick to procrastinate or ignore school work. But I just turned 23 , and I'm still working retail and living at home. Every bill is a constant worry or annoyance, and every paycheck seems like it comes just in the nick of time to avoid drowning. I'm tired and honestly ashamed or embarrassed of my position in life right now. I want to change it, but I don't know what choice to make. Should I work more hours and move out? I'm hoping the struggle will teach me some responsibility.

Or should I stay at home, and begin college for the 2nd time? I'm tired of feeling like a man-child and not like an adult whatsoever.