So, I found out Monday that baby number 2 has to come a little earlier than expected due to rising concern over pre-eclampsia. We’re going to the hospital tomorrow morning. I wasn’t surprised as this exact scenario happened with my first. Protein was high, got scheduled to deliver at 37 weeks. But ladies, let me tell you, I am struggling. I thought STM status meant I’d have myself together. Wrong, so wrong. I’m more anxious and emotional this time around than I ever was with my first. What the hell is wrong with me?? I mean, I’m so withdrawn this evening and just want to be alone and that’s just not like me. Have any of you experienced this the second time around? I’m trying to understand it so I can move past it, but I’m just really struggling.