This is such a first world problem and seeing how difficult other mums-to-be have it is making me feel like a prize bitch but I'm sad today and figured typing it out here would make me feel better.

We had been trying for a baby for a month or two, and then we found a lovely one bedroomed flat in a nice area that we bought outright, no mortgage - yay! We decided to postpone the baby making, and then two days after we signed we found out I was in fact already pregnant. The flat has potential to expand into the attic, which we're hoping to do when we re-save some money, and the baby would be in with us anyway for the first while so it's not a big deal but seeing all the pretty nurseries and bedroom furniture for baby's rooms is getting me a bit down, especially when I look at the sorry little cot in the corner of our room which is the extent of the baby furniture we have space for.

It's just all very sad, and really it's fine, but I guess I'm just having a hormotional day today.

Thanks for listening!