Okay so went in and not dilated at all or anything, I got a stubborn little girl apparently lol. We; me, my mom, and my sister; talked to my doctor about inducing some more but decided on a planned/elective c section instead because I know I won't be able to handle a tear down there but I will be able to handle an incision better I believe. The scheduling office was closed though when my doctor's office called, since we were the last ones in his office before closing, so he has to call them Monday morning and I should be in either that day or Tuesday.

I am so glad and excited that I finally have a semi set date for her to be here. I feel that a planned c section is a much better option for me, and have been talking about it with my sisters and mom since my last appointment last Friday as well as researching it, so I think I am pretty well prepared mentally for it. Though with how I am that doesn't mean I won't be researching it even further over the weekend to get as much information as possible before the actual date. I am also going to be posting to the c section subreddits, though I am probably gonna have to look for them sometime tonight or tomorrow.

I'm so happy I am so close to an end date for pregnancy and get to meet my baby girl soon! I have been waiting for this for so long and now she will be here within the week. God knows I am nervous as well of course, but I would be even if it was a regular vaginal birth lol. I think now that we have a better time frame in sight its becoming even more real to me which is whats making me so nervous. This time next week I will be completely responsible for a little helpless baby girl!

Back to researching like a mad woman now. (: