I’m exhausted. I’m 26 and I’ve been seeing a doctor once a week since March and I’m just fucking tired. Back in March I was diagnosed with complex regional pain syndrome in my right leg and it took over my life. I’ve been working full time through that even when I was in a wheelchair and in June I had a bilateral salpingectomy because I have BRCA1. Ive been slacking on a follow up breast ultrasound and a routine breast mri for months because I’ve had other health things that seemed more pressing. I’m getting over shingles as well right now. I’m tired. My body is tired. I can’t handle all this health stress while working full time. It’s too much. But I don’t see any way out. My CRPS is getting worse everyday since my shingles started getting better and I’m scared I’m going to end up in a wheelchair again before I can see my chronic pain doctor. I don’t know what to do anymore. My parents have just been shitting on me through all of this and I don’t have many friends in the state. And now I apparently need to find a new GYN on top of everything.