I was diagnosed with bpd a couple years back and I know that the condition is mainly present in women, but it would be cool to hear from guys who have it because everyone I've talked to with it has been female. Right now I'm kinda struggling with work and finding the motivation to do anything else but sleep. I wanna go back to college in the spring but I don't know what I wanna do or what will make me happy. Honestly I don't know who I am at all and it's so terrifying not being able to say who you are or what you want out of life. I feel like I crave relationships just so I can piggy back on their sense of self and devote myself to them. I've fallen out of touch with nearly all my friends though, or at least it feels like it. This has become a little bit ranty and off topic so I guess I'll end by asking about other peoples experiences and how they're doing?