A WIN IS A WIN!!! it was so painful but i did it!!! he just broke up with me due to a lot of issues that are mostly based in my BPD and his mental illness but are still best friends and talking every day, and the topic of us getting back together came up because we’re still in love with each other. i’m so deeply in love with him and it was so scary to do this due to my BPD/very deep abandonment and attachment issues, but we both agreed the time wasn’t right and that we both needed to work on ourselves before we started dating again ❤️

i KNOW in the past i wouldn’t have been able to do this, because i have been in this exact same spot many times and took them back no matter how much i felt mistreated.

give me a cookie!! 🍪