I feel like I’ve lost all hope.

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It’s been 9 years that we have been together. My spouse has BPD and I really have grown to despise her. We have tried counseling. We have tried going to church and following the Bible. I honestly feel like she makes me lose hope of a God that cares. She is the devil. Her lack of faith and shitty mindset brings me down so much. I feel like I’m at my wits end. Hopeless. Is it possible to like her again? I feel like I’ve really tried to restore things and not quit even though I’ve tried to walk away a few times but I keep trying. It’s so exhausting.

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