Are months I am not updating this subreddit anymore. I am ok, I am really ok. I was able to get over my ex after two months and half and since there i met beautiful people and had a slight personal growth. I went through all the stage of grief. Denial and depression were the hardest, I was lucky it was a short story and that I found this place, because the pain remains pain and this subreddit saved me. I don't know what I would've done otherwise, i really don't know.

There are more severe cases but still, it was like the end of the world for me when she cheated and discarded like nothing. But I found out i was able to keep going just fine. Life kept move on. Time is everything but again not the only thing needed.

I was sure i finally accepted things and be over with all that shit that happened. And for months it was like thst until today.

I found out that karma exist. She got what she deserved. And I was so happy i just wanted to enjoy the taste. Yet once I saw the deep cut of it, I realized that my happiness lasted way less than i thought.

She is broke in all the aspects of life. The girl she cheated me on and picked over, destroyed her more, just like I predicted and wanted, but I wasn't happy for long, watching the results.

She talks about me with people but with the villain filter. She is still scared of me ruining her life. She lie about the love I had for her. She lie about the things we did together. She literally can't see the reality but just a distorted version that makes it easier to accept the thing she did.

She admitted she was wrong, after a while sure but she admitted she did something bad cheating even if still not admitting her faults and keeping focus the attention not on her but how I still am the psycho one for her. She knows is wrong, she know she hurted me, she know she fucked up. But nothing changed, didn't stop lying nor ever even tried to text me nor she ever will since she still believe it was something not important.

I will not get what I always wanted, humiliate her back and get my pride back too after what she did to me and after what I did for her. She won't beg me to come back. She regret cheating but still excuse it, yet she won't come back nor give importance to it. Actually she is more down for the girl she cheated me with and.... it doesn’t hurt at all?

Exactly, all this, doesn’t hurt me at all. Is just sad but I feel sad for her, almost pity but not in a not respectful way.

I am really over her, it doesn’t hurt, I don’t want her back. I am over her and not even feel vengeful anymore. I just feel pity for her and can even wish her the best meaning it. I feel lighter. I know she will never notice how much I loved her and i can only say...

It is what it is. But I am ok. I wish her the best