I recently got my PwBPD pregnant and I simply don’t think I can deal with living with her anymore but I’m scared of what’s to come next. To give some backstory I moved from our original hometown to a new state to better my life from my past of homelessness and the dangers that comes with that in the city were from, given the opportunity I hopped on it I was with my PwBPD for 2 years before that happened and when I moved I told her once I got a place I would move her in. After a month of me not being able to find my own place and still living at my moms who my PwBPD already stayed with but my mom refuses to let her stay anymore because of her constant freakouts she would have not only in the apartment but outside for neighbors to see too (examples being throwing herself on the floor, punching herself, having a “asthma attack” but not having asthma, and the one thing that messes with me the most scream crying) my PwBPD found a room for rent and moved the 2 states away to then live closer to me. It was like heaven again like when we first met when she came because we were on the verge of breaking up and she “wanted to show me she’s changed” however as soon as I got her pregnant she went straight back to the person I remember but even worse now with her horomones going insane. She calls me names, puts her hands on me, scream cry’s help for people around to hear so it looks like I’m abusing her (gotten into plenty of fights because of it) says I’m gross, smell bad, has somehow contracted OCD out of nowhere too? Which she says she has always had but it wasn’t this severe to mention it to me in the 2 years we were together? And threatens to take away my baby as soon as it’s born and move back to our hometown “unless I change my ways and marry her” someone got any advice other than just leave her? Cause I’ve heard that enough already and it’s simply not an option right now (she has no income no job no family out here nothing but me and she will starve herself and our baby if I don’t help)