My ex girlfriend has BPD, she was treated at a young age and we were together for 2 1/2 years. There were moments where it would show and she would have fits of rage or suicidal ideations. But not very often. We both mutually broke up and we weren’t on bad terms. But after the break up there were little lies about me that she would say on social media about me which were just blatant lies. I of course am aware I wasn’t the best boyfriend and have come to terms with that. I mean if she said bad things about me that were true I’d get it but just blatant weird lies about things that never happened confused me. Is this a normal thing? But Anyways I messaged her and told her I wanted another chance and I did this 2-3x within 3 months after the breakup. Each time I was rejected, am I a discarded person to them? They are already on dating apps and it seems like she’s in search of a relationship. Also After the final time of being rejected and trying to work it out with her I just decided to move forward and work on myself. I did tell her I was a bad boyfriend and I am very sorry for that and I was sorry for bothering her and trying to work things out. and my apology was the last thing I said. I’m just wondering if I need to worry about her trying to come back or message me down the line. Do they come back or am I forever vilified? I’ve been making big changes in my life and so far I’ve slowly been feeling better and I’m just afraid of her wanting to come back or reaching out to me. I don’t have social media so there’s no way she will know what I’m up to.