Was out with friends a few hours ago when her name was brought up in a random conversation, and apparently shes dating someone i know, im not friends with him or anything he’s simply a person i know of, and for some reason, even though she discarded me 2 months ago (or so) it hit me kinda hard, i know this probably isn’t exclusive to exwbpd just in general but im confused why it hit me so damn hard. I’ve tried to move on and its been going fairly well, but just hearing her name brought back so many good memories and times, even though they were littered with horrible times and she treated me like trash, it still hurt. It just feels like a part of me will always love her, and im okay with that, as long as it doesn’t impede on my life, but something like this confused me.

I guess im just venting, but if anyone had a similar experience that would be great if you can share.