Im spiralling after 3.5 years.

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Ive been so strong for 3 and a half years. Sober from Alcohol (my drug of choice), clean from self harm. And today. It finally all got too much. Im spiralling. Im crying over stupid shit. And I’m so damn angry at myself.

I have never in these 3 years, reacted like this over anything. Not even my Mum nearly dying last year. I was strong. I got what I needed to done. I was positive.

But today. After two weeks of stress. Im feeling like drinking and self harm are a good idea. Stupid ass brain. What makes it worse, and oh so pathetic. Its because of a computer game.

Fuck my brain!

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