I'll keep it short. Yesterday I was a bit intense, today I'm feeling the same way because my boyfriend is kind of neglecting me. And I don't know if it's because he's overwhelmed or because he's just an asshole. BUT... that doesn't matter right now.

I just turned off data and wifi on my phone and just let the reception on for calls. I don't want to text him, I don't want to chase him, I want to focus on myself and just chill the whole day and if he wants to reach out, he can call.

But this mentality will only last 5 more minutes... :( help? I know that I have to keep myself busy but trust me when I say that I try real hard not to worry or overthink and contact him, but I always end up doing it, like I literally forget my goal for a second and contact him.