Because he probably just wanted alone time and even tho I felt anxious at first, I’m ok with it!

I’ve been super worried lately that he isn’t as into me as before, because he doesn’t hold me like before buuuuuuttttt!!!!! I’m only looking at the negative.

The small triumph today is: realizing that he asked me to spend Friday and Saturday night with him and spent all morning and afternoon today with me. He wasn’t the most loving guy through all that time but he was nice and had really sweet moments. He gave me lots of sex and hugged me even tho I had to ask for it sometimes. He waited for me to arrive home and waited for my call before going for his nap, I asked if I could come back and he said... I mean sure but moms on her way already from the country so maybe we shouldn’t?

Honestly... I don’t know if his mom is actually coming back. But I can’t blame him for walking on eggshells... i would be upset if he told me that he wanted alone time... or maybe I wouldn’t but this is his way of coping. He doesn’t have any reason to lie but... it’s ok if he wants some alone time, it doesn’t mean that he doesn’t love me.

I love him so much and I can’t expect for him to show his love for me as intensely as I do.