Unmotivated and just kinda...here

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Life is boring and everything around me is boring. I keep thinking about someone I shouldn’t and building it up in my head more than what it actually is. I feel unmotivated to do anything despite my head wanting me to be creative and I generally am just here. I feel numb and I hate it. My husband has done everything possible to help me to no avail. I don’t want to die, but I wouldn’t hate it if I ceased to exist. But I also would because that idea is scary....but it isn’t? I don’t know anything anymore.

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