does anyone else feel like being painfully aware of their BPD is pushing them to suicide?

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i have been diagnosed since i was 18. they figured out i had it when i was abt 14 but you can’t be diagnosed until 18. i have had many suicide attempts and i have a lot of trauma.

i finally feel that my BPD has driven me to a place where i am more hurt, cruel, angry, sad, and reckless than ever before.

(i have posted previously abt breaking up w someone. this post is unrelated to that.)

i just... feel like it’s too much and even thought i know i’m not alone in this i feel so fucking alone.

does anyone else feel like being painfully aware of their BPD is pushing them to suicide?

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