I thought I was better, like maybe I outgrew my BPD (if that's even possible) but I think I was just deluding myself. I kept thinking I didn't have a FP anymore since my divorce 8 years ago, but honestly now I'm not so sure. My daughter's father and I live together and we are on again, off again with our relationship and it seems like when we have a falling out or he just gives me the silent treatment then I start falling apart again. So maybe he is my FP without really feeling like it, if that makes sense? Does anyone else have that? Like I don't feel like at all like we are best friends or anything; the only thing we have in common is our daughter. I feel like I really care about him and love him but I know he doesn't feel the same about me, which is really eating me up inside. I guess what I'm looking for is if anyone else has a similar feeling about people in their lives, and if anyone has any suggestions about this. I tried talking to my family about it but they just don't get it.