I'm sitting here,feeling like I'm drowning in my own emotions. The weight (BPD) is crushing me, and I can't help but wonder... am I truly alone in this?

The intense mood swings, the self-destructive tendencies, the constant fear of abandonment - it's exhausting. I feel like I'm walking on eggshells, never knowing when the next emotional storm will hit.I just want to love and show all this love bottled up inside, I love love and need to give it to who really deserves it

Sometimes, I feel like I'm trapped in a never-ending cycle of chaos, unable to escape the toxic thoughts that haunt me. The world outside seems to be moving forward, while I'm stuck in this never-ending battle with my own mind.

I long for connection, for understanding, for someone to say "I get it." But the fear of rejection, of being too much, of being unwanted, keeps me silent.

I feel like I'm living in a world that doesn't understand me, where my emotions are too intense, too overwhelming. Where my love is too much, too all-consuming.

But today, I want to break the silence. I want to scream out loud: "I'M NOT ALONE, AM I?"

To anyone who's struggling with BPD, know this:

You are not alone. Your emotions are valid. Your struggles are real.

Keep fighting, keep pushing forward. Seek help, seek support. You are worthy of love, of care, of compassion.

And to those who love someone with BPD:

Please be patient. Please be understanding. Please don't give up.

We may be difficult to love, but we are worth it.