I've been in therapy on and off for 2 years. For the last 6 months I saw my last therapist every week and also had a group therapy. I'm currently moving to another city, so I'm trying to find a new therapist and also a doctor. I have bipolar disorder in remission, dissociation, organic anxiety disorder and organic personality disorder (not BPD also). No one believes me about my BPD. Last night I had a bad fight with a friend. I felt like I was going to lose them again, so I pushed them away. I texted him that he was cruel and heartless. We talked a few hours later, made up and I felt happy, in love again and turned on even. I'm emotionally drained. I have mood swings. I feel like my favourite person in the world wants to leave me every now and then. I also slap myself and change everything about my life all the time. How do I convince actual professionals that I need a diagnosis to get help?