Not that this habit is overall a good thing, but personally I feel like I’ve never been in many situations where I was specifically being irrational about not forgiving someone. I’m not particularly one who likes to engage in drama personally, but I do have a guilty pleasure of listening to other people’s drama. Especially relationship drama lol

And the biggest thing I have taken away is most people are FAR more forgiving than they should be. Especially women with emotionally immature men 😗 it used to always make me sad seeing so many people putting up with constant bs for no reason. Believing the lies their partners tell, falling for the manipulation, gaslighting, toxicity, and verbal abuse. And for what?? The constant and totally undeserved cycles of forgiveness for no good reason is so foreign to me.

I don’t enjoy having bpd. It’s kind of my hell. But I’m in a good mood tonight and actually saw something good in it for once because god damn I couldn’t put up with even a fraction of the shit these poor folks put themselves through. I do not forgive easily, and it has seemingly protected my peace countless times. Being a stone cold bitch has made my life far easier instead of letting manipulative predatory losers take advantage of my kindness. It feels like I get more of a chance to share my kindness with deserving people!