It’s been 9 months now, since we’ve been together, like every other story everything started off like a dream with the love bombing.

Eventually things started changing and fast, barely ever get a few days of sanity before there’s an outburst.

I feel so helpless and lost at times because I’m so madly in love with her. Most of the times I’m able to handle the outbursts because I understand it’s the BPD and try not to take anything personally. But off late it’s gotten very difficult for me, I’m having hard days at work, and she’s acting out and being indifferent & inconsiderate. As I write this post asking for advice, guidance and maybe some support too I’m down with a terrible flu, and she just had an episode, I requested her a lot to hold off till tomorrow because I was having one of the worst headaches of my life and she just went on and on.

Really struggling with things and running out of patience. Hoping somebody here can help me navigate this because I don’t wanna walk out nor do I wanna leave her. May sound silly but I do truly love her for who she is.