Before yall say that 9 months isn't long or something I'm 16 years old so it's pretty long for me. We had an unhealthy relationship but we loved each other. This is what happened. So my parents sent me to a residential program and he sounded pretty unaffected by it. That program doesn't let you have phone calls so I got very anxious and was overthinking about him cheating. I ran away from the program and then got bakeracted. I asked him if he was gonna visit me he said yes, he pretended to text my mom about visiting me and I was furious. I can't handle my emotions at all so I had an episode and blamed it on my mom which was wrong. She texted him saying how he hurt me and stuff and he replied "damn shi crazy" So I was pretty much done when my mom told me that over the phone. I met this boy Landon and he was so nice I fell i love with him. I was planning on breaking up w him when I got home. I got released after 10 days and I come home to him removing me from his hi lights and bio on instagram. so i was like wtf?? He said he doesn't want a relationship. but here's the thing: He went to jail for 3 months and I waited on him and answered every call. But when I'm gone for 10 days he can't?? It just makes me so mad and I feel useless. I knew I was done with him but deep down it hurts.