A couple days ago I posted about being proud of how I handled the rejection of my fp. She wanted me to leave her alone and not contact her anymore. I did that and I've notice that I feel relieved and more calm these days.

But now she texted me.. I don't understand her! She said that it's weird we don't talk anymore. She is sorry for everything and she hopes that we can be friends in the future. She also said that she thinks about us and our situation a lot. I didn't response and I don't want to honestly. I just don't understand why she would text me this after telling me to leave her alone.

I think maybe it's because I moved on this time. I heard from other people that she has been asking about me. In the past there were moments that I had doubts about us, because she was not a good friend. She would always tell me that she knew I would come back and I did. A couple weeks ago when she first broke of contact I did the same. I begged and I cried, but she was so harsh to me. This time it's different. This time I went no contact and choose for myself.

I really want to know what others think? This is messing with my head. I want to stay strong!