I fucking hate that anytime my boyfriend doesnt answer my phone call I feel like he wants to leave me and I should break up with him I hate that when he goes to work my brain immediately goes to he doesnt wanna talk to me hes not looking forward to seeing me when he gets home hes cheating on me with his coworker I hate that hes going to his cottage with his friend this weekend and he wont have internet and I feel like breaking up and I feel like I need to go to the hospital because I feel so shitty

can someone please tell me how you remember that people love you even if theyre gone for the weekend or if they dont have time to talk on the phone I fucking hate this