The title pretty much says it all. I’m looking for peoples testimonials.

I’ve been in a few relationships in my life. All of them extremely turbulent. I was once in a longer term relationship (over a year), but the relationship probably only dragged out so long because they had a substance use problem.

I experience a lot of low self esteem, intensity, and fear of abandonment in my relationships, sometimes I have outbursts of anger (not very often). They all come with a lot of hurdles. Nobody wants to deal with that kinda stuff and I don’t blame them.

I am disheartened to think I’ll never find “my person” because nobody should have to deal with my bullshit.

Thx in advance <3